If I Cant Have You Novels & Stories

And I know I can’t take this away. Even if it hurts. Even if it breaks something in me. They’re falling for him. And I can’t stop it.

"If you hate me so much why don't you reject me? " " I can not reject you even if I want to. If I reject you then you will be dead and if you reject me then you will feel severe pain that you can not handle. You got your answer.Now get out of my room.I do not want to see your face anymore.Your face is giving me a headache".

It’s tragic to want a man you can’t have. My head shakes back and forth, falling against his chest as he inches deeper into the fabric. His fingertips scratch my tender skin in a way that lights up my entire body. “It bothers me because he can’t fucking have you, Goldie. He couldn’t have you then, and he can’t have you now.”

I hate myself for this, I hate myself for this so much, I just can't forgive myself at all. I'm hurting him,I know I am. It's sad I can't be with who I want to be with.

I wanted to break through, not just her body, but to her. That evening, I sat at the restaurant, a quiet corner table, my watch hitting seven-fifteen. The place was calm, candles flickering, jazz humming low. I’d picked it for her—classy, not too flashy, a spot to talk, to get that real side of her i craved. My fingers tapped the table, my phone blank beside me. No text, no call. I checked again, nothing. My gut twisted; she wasn’t coming. A message buzzed in, her name lighting the screen. My heart kicked up, but the words hit like a punch: HEY, SORRY, I CAN’T DO THIS. THE OTHER NIGHT WAS FUN, BUT IT’S DONE. TAKE CARE.

YOU THINK ITS EASY YOU THINK I DON’T WANT TO RUN TO YOU BUT THERE ARE MOUNTAINS AND THERE ARE DOORS THAT WE CAN’T WALK THROUGH I KNOW YOU ARE WONDERING WHY? BECAUSE WE’RE ABLE TO BE JUST YOU AND ME WITHIN THESE WALLS BUT WHEN WE GO OUTSIDE YOU’RE GONNA WAKE UP AND SEE THAT IT WAS HOPELESS AFTER ALL NO ONE CAN REWRITE THE STARS HOW CAN YOU SAY YOU’LL BE MINE?

I picked it up and read carefully. [10.11 You probably don't know, but I've always liked you.] [10.25 I asked Hannah to help make you dislike me, but she went too far. I punished her harshly. She won't dare bother you again.] [1.20 I know I'm not sick and don't need medication, so I've decided to be brave for once, for myself.] [2.16 So you've already moved on, and you even have a wonderful boyfriend. It makes me really sad.]

“how can I be with you when I know you never will be mine?” Zade’s step falters as he stands in front of me. He doesn't know what to say to that. I know he doesn’t have all the answers, but he did tell me that he isn't as powerful and capable as I want to believe. I wish he was. I wish he could be so that he will choose me. “it's not too late to change anything.” “but it is,” I cannot believe him anymore. I cannot allow him to lead me on with these promises that will always make me lose, always leave me crushed on the ground. I can't survive another heartache.

"But I can feel that it's you, you can't fool my ability." "But I can feel that it's you, you can't fool my ability."

“What do you mean?” “I can’t change who I am, what I’ve done… what I do. I can’t change that, and you can’t pretend it’s not happening. It scares the shit out of me how overpowering this feels right now. I don’t think I have it in me to watch you walk away if you think you can’t handle it, once we’re deep in this.”