If Your Reading This Your Gay Novels & Stories

Asher **HOMOPHOBIC SLURS** Am I gay? Am I fucking bi? I tested this theory last night by watching porn, and by the end of the night, I’ve come to this conclusion: I still don’t fucking know. The normal porn got me hard, but I found myself looking at the guy’s dick entering the chick more than the actual fucking chick. The gay porn, on the other hand, had me exploding within a few fucking pumps of my fist. Ah, fuck it.

I said laughing a little. "Oh, that's alright but I really don't want to cause any trouble" He said to me "Right. So are you homophobic?" I asked him "I'm gay," He deadpanned "You're gay? Oh my God," I said smiling then started laughing. No I'm not crazy. There was this one time when I asked Nathan how gay for me he was and he said so gay that if there was another version of himself, he would be gayer than ever because his straight self couldn't contain all the gayness he feels for me.

"Do you think I like staying away from you? Do you think it’s easy for me to watch you smile at someone else? To see another man touch you, make you laugh, stand beside you where I used to be?" He thumped his chest with his fist, the sound sharp in the quiet hallway. "It fucking hurts, Rhea." His breathing was ragged now. He looked at her, eyes filled not with desire, but with heartbreak. "I know I can’t love you like that. You know I can’t. I’m gay, Rhea. And you’ve always known that."

“I don't need your fucking help for shit. Do you think I'm one of you? Do you think I'm–” "Gay?” I completed, my smile fading away. "Yeah, I'm gay and I am not scared to say so. But what about you.” I shifted on my bed, the metal legs creaking under my weight. "You're gay but you fuck girls. What are you trying to prove?" There was silence at first before Gillard scoffed. "I'm not fucking gay,” he whispered as though he was unsure of his answer. "Now turn and go back to bed.”

"I'll help you, in any way I can." “No, you can't. No one can.” He said, wiping his tears. “What do you mean?” Khloe asked, feeling like she's missing out on the point. “I'm gay, Khloe.”

“Really? Why can’t we do something else instead? Like, I don’t know, sign up on a dating app or—” “Okay, ewww, no. No dating apps.” He laughed, shaking his head. “Going to a gay club is the best way for us to figure this out and yes, it’s important. It helped me figure things out, or at least make them clearer, and I know it will do the same for you. So just loosen up. It’s gonna be fun. Who knows? You might not even be gay, but bisexual.”

"But why would we want to watch this when none of us are gay?" While I was still questioning my own sexuality, I found myself tensing even more at his words. It was like I had some dirty little secret that I was ashamed to tell my friends. I guess I did. It wasn't like I necessarily wanted them to know that I made out with Sam. Ross scoffed and crossed his arms, leaning back into his chair. "Watching a gay movie won't make you gay, Pete. Get over it." I silently praised Ross and let myself loosen up.

He snapped. Nougat made a contemptuous facial expression after hearing the list of responses. He snorted and nodded his head in feigned agreement. "Yup. You're not gay, boy! You're just a f***ing sad guy! Disgusting!" he retorted with sarcasm (gay also means happy).

I'm alright with being the occasional clown . " It's not my fault I'm funny . " Michael pretends to flip his hair . " It's not your fault that you're gay either . " Jace smiles sympathetically . " So what ? There's nothing wrong with being gay . Readers are going to hate you . " " What ? " I asked him with widened eyes . " What ? Did I say something wrong ? " He asked . " You just said ' Readers are going to hate you ' " I remind him .

he frowned at me. " there is no trash you clean because am not a gay " I said surprisely to his awe. " wait, you think they are going to believe that not a gay when you haven't prove it to them " he laughed. " how will I prove to them that am not a gay? " I asked. " get yourself a girlfriend because if you don't show the word that you are in a relationship there are never going to believe you " he stated. " no, I can't do it. You know how much I girls right? " he said.