It Only Hurts When I Cry Lyrics Novels & Stories

I continue playing the chorus part now and sing it while choking a sob midway through it. 'Just a little bit of your heart Just a little bit of your heart Just a little bit is all I'm asking for' I'm having a hard time finishing the chorus without crying. I'm hurting too much. It hurts so much I hate it. It hurts to much that I hate myself. 'I don't ever tell you How I really feel Cause I can't find the words to Say what I mean And nothing's ever easy That's what they say I know I'm not your only

Well , He always had a great voice. You tell me that you're sad and lost your way You tell me that your tears are here to stay But I know you're only hiding And I just wanna see you You tell me that you're hurt and you're in pain And I can see your head is held in shame, But I just wanna see you smile again See you smile again But don't burn out Even if you scream and shout It'll come back to you And I'll be here for you Oh I will carry you over Fire and water for your love

JULY THREE DAYS LATER… Take my mind and take my pain, Like an empty bottle takes the rain. And heal, heal, heal, heal. And take my past and take my sins, Like an empty sails the wind That's when the tears that I had been holding back started to flow. It is so annoying! I didn't want to cry, but I couldn't take it anymore. My heart hurts from holding back my emotions. The song is annoying! And heal, heal, heal, heal.

“I’m so soryy Lucifer, I’m so sorry you had to live in vain… I’m so sorry you had to feel so lonely all along… I’m so sorry you had to push everyone else around you… I’m so sorry…” My chest hurts. My mind tells me to go and hug her but at the same time I want to yell at her face and curse her as long as I want. A single tear escaped my eyes but my palm was too quick to wipe it away. I left her there crying and walked away. Fuck, why do it feels so fucking bad. Why do it hurts, it’s killing me. I drove my car and just let it take me somewhere else. Until I arrived in a place I don’t know.

More tears streamed down my eyes as I spoke “This is exactly what she wants. To make sure you are miserable. Don’t you get it? She doesn’t deserve your tears, she doesn’t deserve shit” he said firmly I hugged myself tighter. “But it still hurts, it hurts so bad it feels unbearable” I whispered “I don’t know how to make it stop hurting. What if it never stops?”I asked “I don’t think I can move on from this” my lips trembled “Yes, you can. You are stronger than anyone can ever know”

“Each smile that you make, touches my heart The thoughts of you linger in me, As I close my eyes because I don’t want to see you go Asking myself, How can you hurt me so? The laughter and kisses that we shared… Is now shattered into pieces How could you do this to me? You left me nothing but my insanity”

It’s all slipping through my fingers, and I can’t stop it. It’s over. And it fucking hurts.

I rest my head on my knee as I cry like a child. Why does it hurt? It didn't hurt earlier. Why do you have so much control over me? Why?

“Just let me be who I am It's what you really need to understand And I hope so hard for the pain to go away And it's torturing me, but I can't break free So I cried, and cried but just won't get it out The silent scream” How couldn't they at least hear me out, before they criticized me and did that. Because it hurts. Fucking hurts! They are my parents, but they don't act like one. “Tell me why you're putting pressure on me And everyday you cause me harm That's the reason why I feel so lonely Even though you hold me in your arms” ***

My knees were scraped and bleeding beneath the expensive ivory coat. “Great, just great,” I muttered, limping toward the door. “You better not leave a scar.” I followed him into the silent mansion. Then tears started getting to my eyes. “No.. This is nothing compared to the past” I will not cry.