Novel & Cerita It's Your Fault For Loving Me

“I know whаt I said about bеtrауіng Mіkе, аnd аt the tіmе аll I could thіnk аbоut wаѕ that I dіdn’t wаnt to lose уоur fаmіlу, but I саn’t keep рrеtеndіng nоt tо саrе. I саn’t hоld bасk mу fееlіngѕ any lоngеr. I have missed уоu so muсh, аll thе happy times wе shared tоgеthеr nоw haunt me. I know іt wаѕ my fаult. I dеѕtrоуеd еvеrуthіng bу my ѕtuріd асtіоnѕ, but bеlіеvе mе, Iz, I have ѕuffеrеd. Juѕt ѕееіng your fасе thаt mоrnіng, the lооk о f hurt аnd раіn caused by ѕоmеthіng I dіd, I hаvе tо lіvе wіth that.”

Did he ever miss me? “Mia, it's not his fault,” Sylvia tried to explain. “Of course, it's not his fault!” I mocked, looking at her. “It's not your fault you hid the truth from me, it's not his fault he didn't even try looking for me all my life. Who's fault is it? It's mine! It's mine that I even exist!” I became a mess as continuous tears flowed out of my eyes. I wasn't able to stop them. “It's my fault that I'm so unlucky that no one ever wants me! It's my fault that I'm just a burden and everyone has ever just used me for their own benefit, until I come in handy! It's all my fault!” Christian was quick to take me in his hold as his arms embraced me in a hug.

She asked. I thought of how to respond without saying anything bad about Lucas. It was all my fault anyway. it would be foolish of me to think I can blame it on him. "We got into a fight" I croaked, averting my gaze from hers before she looked into my soul and made me confess. "Oh, I see. Wait what? A fight did that to you? Are you in love or something?" "No! No, Not I'm not" I countered immediately. Love? How could I be? I didn't even know how I felt about my own mate now but to be in love with someone other than my mate? That was definitely not my brand at all.

I need to tell him this isn't my fault, my only fault is for leading him on and making him believe I am single. "Explain what, Belle?" Explain why you told me your husband is your brother? Or explain why your brother is here to beat me up? What have I done to deserve this? Is loving you a crime?" He shouts and stands up. "No", I yell back. "This isn't my fault, either." "Then, it's mine, right? Yes, it is. It is my fault for loving the wrong person. It is my fault for being too forward...." "Shut the fuck up and listen to me", I cut him short. I can see his tears and his bruised face gradually swelling.

I knock again…still no response. I kept knocking until she finally answered “Who is it? She said with an unusual shaky voice “It’s Luther,can we talk…please?” “No, I have nothing to say to you “ “Wait, no Violet listen to me, I know you think everything that happened was your fault , and I just want you to know it’s not your fault, and that you don’t have to punish yourself by pushing everyone away, you aren’t alone I’m here for you…Violet, I-I love you “.she doesn’t say anything “Please, say something “

I want you to be those insignificant things in my life. Because you so aren't worth it. ............................................... #Day 4 Sometimes I just wonder maybe it was me who was not able to gain your trust, but then I ask this simple question to myself how I could have done thing differently.. you know what answer I get, nothing...nothing at all. Because I gave you my everything so there wasn't pretty much more left to do. So stop making me feel miserable and make me blame myself for evey damn thing. It's your fucking fault and you should be the one suffering, Isn't it? I am tired of hearing that life is not fair to some. What is god for, then?

“This i‍s all your fault. Yo‍ur s⁠ecrets pu‍shed us here. If‌ you’d been hon⁠e⁠s‍t fro​m the start,⁠ m‍aybe w​e could’ve t‍alked instead of end⁠ing u⁠p​ at that damn p‍ar​ty!” “My fault? You che‌ated, Conrad! That’s on you. You chose to let‌ h⁠er do that.​ And now you’re bl​a⁠mi​ng me for your weakne⁠ss?⁠” Tears welle‌d up again, but⁠ I wiped them away‌ furiously‌. “I t‌h⁠ought we were‍ tr​ying‌ to fix th‌ings, but​ you just made it wors‌e.”

she sobs, “would you love you if you were me?” Her words throw him aback and he stares at her, open-mouthed as she continues. “It wasn’t your fault that I found someone who could love me better than you love me. Love me better than you love YOU. No one else matters for you, it’s just you and you and you’re company and you and you.”

I sobbed badly. “My dear… nothing good will come from blaming yourself. You did nothing wrong. You fell in love and fought for your love like any normal girl would do.” “How is it not my fault? I can't sleep thinking about the same scene repeatedly. I'm almost losing it, dad what should I do?” My dad cried and dragged me into his chest. “My dear, Fancy, you should never blame yourself for what happened because it was never your fault. What took place was just misfortune. It is not a crime to love. But it's a crime for those we love to mistreat us. You did nothing wrong. Do you understand me?”

“How many times have I explained to you, I was just afraid of what might happen because I might hurt you again, I know it's my fault because I became a coward for not fighting my love for you but I said that I will do my best to make it up to you because I love you. I know I wasn't fair to you before because I didn't reciprocate the love you gave me so I can't blame you if you don't believe me when I said that I love you. I'm doing my best even if you keep ignoring me because I want to prove to you that I will never leave you and hurt you again. ” “So it's still my fault now if I am ignoring you and you're hurting? Remember you were the first to hurt me Agatha, you were the reason why I am