Jangan Pergi Dari Hidupku Novels & Stories

Not ever. "Ava, please don't leave me! Please don't go! I need you so desperately - your bright smile, your infectious laugh, your quick-witted sarcastic comments. I need your presence in my life, your energy, your love. Without you, everything will fade to dull gray, losing all meaning and purpose."

HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHA Hikhikhikhik Because of you, my life became like this . You made a promise to my parents, but you didn't keep it, you just tortured me and made me a slave, you are living in wealth that is not yours. HAHHAHAHAHAH Hikhikhik you are not happy? Go away he wants to be free from you ... You can't get rid of me because I've been with you for the rest of your life HAHAHHA Get away hikhikhik ahhhhhhhh i said get away......

Even though I am not awake. The second thing, is that once I am gone. Please live your life to the fullest. Don't put up the high walls I had broke instead, go passed those broken boulders and out of your dark forest. Live your life the best way you can. But if you can't it's okay. After all, pain succumbs us to the low. But I could be extremely happy, if you do move on in your life. And the last thing is that, I love you.

If you're still wondering if I still love you after so much time away Here's what I say I don't really want you back I just want the life we had I don't really want you back No, I don't I don't And I don't really want you close I just needed you to know That I don't really want you back No, I don't But I don't want to let you go No, I don't want to let you go Oh I don't want to let you go No, I don't want to let you go I don't really want you back I just want the life we had I don't really want you back No, I don't No, I don't really want you close I just needed you to know That I don't really want you back No, I don't But I don't want to let you go No, I don't want to let you go No, I don't

Chorus:(This is my message to you, You can stand alone and watch me fly, Because now I know the truth that I wished I knew back then, And now that you see the real me, you're in love, But it's too bad that I've found a new lover, I'm the love of my life!) "Stay away from Jazz if you don't want your life to turn out like crap. She would never love because I'm the one she will ever love. My advice for you is not to waste your time on her because you will regret it", he mumbled between his gritted teeth. There was no way I was going to back down without giving it a try. Even if she didn't love me now, some day she would.

How could he want me to go out and be fine while because of me someone is lying on a hospital bed? "I am not feeling fine." I said and got up. I went up to my room, while my thoughts went back to that dark place. Each time going a little deeper. Blake's words rang in my head. As hard as it gets you should never even think of killing yourself It's not the end until it's happy. Promise me you wont hurt yourself. I cannot loose you. Don't ever give up on life. Suicide is never the answer. ----•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•°•----

you came in my life, Just like that you promised me love & care, Just like that you didn’t trust me, Just like that you walked away, Just like that..... All Hearts !

Please just let me go, and you can carry on. ‘’no!’’ I shouted with tears flooding my eyes. ‘’don’t you dare say that, Cody. You are my sun, and I am your moon, remember. There is no life without you, and no matter what you say, I am never going to let go of you because I truly cherish you, and I will continue to hold onto you, my love.’’

My life had only just begun. —The End

I have to go far away from him, from them. *** Please support me if you can. Love Pia.