My Life Would Suck Without You Novels & Stories

Can I…live without him? Just thinking about him not being in my life makes me feel like I'm going to die. I feel like I will never survive a day without him. I feel like I will go insane if he's gone from my life. So how? How can I continue my life without him? Back then I was telling myself that I would leave this place and go back to my old life. In my life, I was used to. To the place where I belong. I promised myself that I will escape from him. That I will never get chained by him anymore.

"This is my life. You were my life. You were everything to me and then you were gone and I've spent every day since then trying to figure out how to keep existing without you." She stared at me like I'd lost my mind.

We were both naked in our bed. "I am just... tired," I murmured. He sighed heavily. "Are you sure?" I nodded a bit, smiling as I lifted my eyes on him. I love this man so much. I do not what I would do without him. THOSE YEARS WITHOUT NIEVA WERE HELL. I was broken. I did not even know how to live my life anymore when I saw her body...

How did everything fall apart so quickly? “Felix, why… why did you do this to me?” I whispered, pressing the screen to my chest as if it would somehow bring him back. The thought of living without him was unbearable. I couldn’t see a life without his presence, without his smile, without hearing his voice. The pain was swallowing me whole. “No… I can’t live without Felix. If he’s not in my life, then what’s the point? I’d rather die than feel this pain. I can’t take it anymore,” I whispered to myself, completely consumed by the heartbreak.

“Looks like I’ll just have to spend the rest of my life convincing you that you can’t live without me.” And he does. He really, really does.

He told me as he paced back and forth in the living room. And now it's his insecurities. That is IT! "Do you want me to GO? You know what? you're RIGHT...I would be just fine without you. I wouldn't be SOLD off by my own father and almost raped by his poker buddy, I wouldn't be used for money by mother, I would've lived just fucking happily ever after WITHOUT you Walt!" I finally cried, I was tired, frustrated, I didn't even know what to do with my life. I didn't have anyone, now not even Walter apparently.

Standing on the balcony in my room, I was thinking about how my world turned upside down just in a day. I might be able to fight back, but how will I be able to do everything without the person who was the reason for my happiness. He did everything for me, without even thinking twice. My life has been turning into Hell Without Him. How long will I be able to survive without even seeing his face? But the real question is, whether I will be able to survive even for a second?

With a smile, I add to my last sentence, “And also, I was afraid that I can't trust anyone else apart from me when it comes to your life. Because you have somehow become so special to me… I can't imagine my life without you right now.” _________

I needed to. Sam, you don't know how much I miss you. I brought a hand to my chest and got down on my knees. “I miss you too. I don't want to live in a world where you're not there, we had talked about it many times, remember? You always said you wanted to die first because you wouldn't want to be in a world where I wasn't there. It came true. But you didn't know that I would be shattered inside. I feel empty, needing you, what will I do without my Sam? My moon is not with me. I can't and won't live without you.

"I can’t live without you. My life has been hell since you left." Her breath caught, but her expression didn’t soften. "I… I need you," I whispered, the words cracking in my throat. "I need you more than anything."