Jangan Pergi Dari Hidupku Novels & Stories

O karam khudaya hai tujhe maine jo paaya hai tujhpe marke hi to mujhe jeena aaya hai O tere sang yaara khushrang bahara tu raat deewani main zard sitaara O tere sang yaara khushrang bahara tere bin ab to na jeena gawaara (With you, O beloved, the spring is colorful, without you now, I wouldn't want to live.)

"No ... don't go! don't leave me ...!" ***

pangungulit ko saka tumakbo papalayo sa kaniya. “What! Hindi kaya” nauutal nitong wika saka ako hinabol. I don’t wanna end this moment forever, I realized that after every pain there’s always happiness. So, no matter how dark the road is and no matter how distasteful the life may we should always push ourselves to move forward ‘cause you won’t be able to see the sunshine if you stay forever inside the cave. Dare to explore. Dare to do the impossible.

Fast. The clacking of the keyboard and the overflowing ideas were typed on the white surface, the black letters vividly seen on the screen. Then the music matched the words and the feelings. I smiled at the words I put on, accurately matching the lyrics of the song. “If ganito lang din buhay ko, edi sana ayos lang ako” I smiled while looking at the screen.

I can’t keep going like this, it has to stop! I'm just tired of this mess and I want to be free from him for good.There is only one thing left to do! There is no turning back from this. Taking a large inhail I try to prepare myself for the pain I know is going to come before I say the words that are going to damage the bond.

"Goodbye, Yasmeen." "Marcus!" I scream. "Please, come back! Marcus!" I crawl towards the door but the path seems to only get longer. I'm sobbing uncontrollably, choking on my cries. "Marcus!" I shout louder. "I can't live without you, please, don't leave me like this! Marcus, I love you! I love you! I love you so much! I'll die... I'll die without you..." My words fade as my voice loses its sound.

I sang the song that got me into the choir in the first place “Share my life, take me for what I am…'Cause I'll never change all my colors for you….Take my love, I'll never ask for too much…Just all that you are and everything that you do…I don't really need to look very much further….I don't want to have to go where you don't follow…I won't hold it back again, this passion inside…Can't run from myself, there's nowhere to hide…Don't make me close one more door…I don't wanna hurt anymore…Stay in my arms if you dare….Or must I imagine you there?…Don't walk away from me…I have nothing, nothing, nothing….If I don't have you…You, you, you, you, you….You see through right to the heart of me…You br

Your life shouldn't stop just because he is gone. "But I love him. He left me and I don't want to live anymore. I want him back, Matt. I need him." I said crying. "I understand, babe." He replied embraced me. "Listen to me. You have to live. You can't just put a hold on your life because his gone. You have to show everyone that you are a winner not some pathetic loser that you look like now." "But I don't know how to do it. I’m a loser."

Despite the Church's false approach And teachings To celebrate Go shine in smiles To create your own divine On Earth Who safeguards your life Go invent your way out So what If it couldn't be discovered Go smile your way Beyond Church Beyond Church Live without mercy But with love Life is rich Life is worth living Life is worth living Do not carry these thoughts as a burden To celebrate life Not in hurry You will invent your Church You are worth for living Strongly Stable You remain As you go Go enjoy this day! Go enjoy this day! *****

I hope nothing happens while I'm gone. To be continued