Novel & Cerita Killing Yourself To Live Book

“Do you hear yourself? Do you know what will happen if the internet finds out you got married days after Jaxson died? They will tear you apart. They already think you ruined him.” “I know,” I said. “I know all of that.” She leaned forward now, voice urgent. “Then why would you do this to yourself?” I looked down at the table, at the untouched glass of water, at my reflection trembling faintly on its surface. “Because I cannot fix my life by pretending it is not burning,” I said. “Because survival does not come from sentiment. It comes from decisions.” Even when those decisions sounds selfish. Sarah swallowed. “What about the play?”

Maybe I’m sitting calmly in the café reading a very unexciting book when I twitch once and fall face-first into my frappucino. DeadGirlWalking: I am done living in fear of what is inevitable. I need to feel alive again. SleepingBeast: You think me murdering you is going to make you feel alive? DeadGirlWalking: No, I think knowing that my day is coming soon will make life a lot more interesting until it does. And then when it finally does, I won’t have to think about it anymore at all. SleepingBeast: That’s dark. DeadGirlWalking: You’re homicide-for-hire and you’re calling me dark?

Because as much as I deny it, I knew deep down that a huge part of me wanted to live. for a reason. Suddenly, Fernando's words rang through my head once again. “You have to... otherwise you will be slaughtered.” What if they kill me? What can I actually do? I have a reason to live. I don't want to die without having gotten what I wanted. If I die early... I won't be able to achieve my goals. I can't die yet...

“Aiden, you think this is about this life? You think I rejected you because of what you did this time?” Aiden's golden eyes widened in horror. He froze, as if struck by lightning. "You're... you're reborn, too?" he stammered. I looked at him, the man who was once my entire world. Now he was a pathetic wreck on a street corner. And I suddenly felt nothing. "Aiden," I said his name one last time. My voice held no hatred, only a dead, hollow calm. “In our last life, your son with Cora murdered me. In this one, you destroyed yourself. Don't you see, Aiden? With or without me, you are the architect of your own ruin. That was always your fate.”

An unscrupulous company discharges toxic wastewater into the river, causing my whole family to be poisoned because we rely on that river for survival. Everyone in my family, including my aunts and uncles, lives in the same village. We're all waiting for an urgent antidote delivery to save our lives. My boyfriend is Harrison Somers, and his company is the only one with the antidote. So, I ask him for it. He agrees to come but doesn't show up after a long time. Ultimately, my family members die after being tormented by the toxic wastewater because they don't have the antidote. Meanwhile, Harrison shows up at the hospital with his childhood sweetheart because she accidentally sliced her fin

"Rebecca, stop playing around. I've already unlocked the door. You're pulling on the door now because you don't want to come out, am I right?" I smiled bitterly as I looked at the inside of the door, which was distorted. While I was suffocating inside the cellar, I tried ramming into the door over and over again out of a strong will to live. However, the door was exceptionally sturdy. I could not even make the door open for just a small crack. In the end, I died of suffocation inside. My dear brothers, when you found my body, could you show me just a tiny bit of your love and bury me next to our mom and dad?

During their struggle, Ivy pulled him with great force. Ivy fell from the rooftop together with Keith. During the fall, Keith saw the tears on Ivy's face and her evil smile. "Keith, let's die together, I'll wait for you on the road to the underworld!" Ivy died, but Keith survived. However, Keith was paralyzed from the waist down. He could not move from his neck to his toes, but his brain functioned like normal. He could hear and see, but could barely speak. The first thing he said after he woke up was, "Don't tell Sandra."

“That’s because I’ve been reborn, too. You and Cassie killed me in the previous life, and this time, you’re both paying for it.” “What? So it was all you? I’m going to kill you!” Cole screamed hysterically through the prison bars, but it was useless. Not long after I left, he broke down and smashed his head against the wall, ending his own life. With his death, my nightmare from the previous life finally came to an end. From that point on, every day was a new beginning. [The End]

Marcus asked quietly. Kara met his eyes. "I had to kill him. He was trying to kill me, laughing while he did it, saying the voices told him he had to. So I put my blade through his heart." She looked at each of us. "The Whispering Void doesn't kill you with monsters or toxic air. It kills you by making you kill each other. And if you can't handle that, if you're not ready to do what's necessary you'll never make it through."

But your heart goes numb with helplessness. You find a different way to not be helpless. You find ways to persevere. But sometimes, perseverance is not the way. Maybe the first way was better. Maybe it should have been like that. --- All of my twenty-one years of life flash before me. Death is easy. Killing someone is even easier. But I want to live. Live in peace. And maybe—if I can manage it—find happiness. Did I think they would try to kill me? I thought there was a three percent chance.