Lelah Hati Ini Lelah Hidup Denganmu นิยาย & เรื่องราว

Only with you. I want to stargaze with your hands in mine and keep looking at them till eternity. I want to play those eye contact games with you until I lose. I want to listen to you, talk to you and look at you for my entire life. I want to travel the globe and walk across all the roads with you by my side. I want to dance in the rain and kiss the sun with you in my arms. From the extreme sadness to the times of super happiness, I want to cherish all of it only and only with you. From luxurious life to making this world a better place to live, I want to achieve all this only with you. From realizing my dreams to live the life you always dreamt of, all this only with you.

How could I heal when half of my heart was still with them? ♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡♡

Thank God the room was dark,otherwise he would have caught my sneaky attitude. "Anah…Dadda loves you a lot. You became my life, beta. Dadda can't stay away from you and your mumma...his day doesn't start without seeing you two. you and your mumma are my life...I can't live, breathe heck in fact I can't sleep without you two. You guys are those essential parts of my life without whom I can't function. I really can't take this hatred of your Mumma anymore...please make her understand that Dadda can't live without you.

this is so painful, it is unbearable, I want to die. I love him, I love Zeus, I shouldn’t be here. But I am, and I have no other option, to see him breathe. It is time I finally give up on these feelings so, that I can at least live. I don’t look for happiness anymore, I don’t look for peace, I look for life. A less painful life, a little life with no other expectations, I don’t want to be loved, I don’t want to hated as well, I just want to live, and forget tranquility even exists. I am dead, but I just want to live and live and live until I want to die and get over with everything.

** Tere Dil mein thikana rahe Umra bhar (as long as I live, may my abode always be in your heart) Tere Dil mein thikana rahe Umra bhar (as long as I live, may my abode always be in your heart) Phir Kisi aashiyaane ki parvaah nahin (and I will never care for any dwelling) ae meri zindagi tuu mere saath hai (oh, my life, you are with me;) tuu khudaa hai mera mera imaan hai (you are my god; you are my creed) ishq karna tera mujhpe ehasaan hai

I can't live like this, living in a world full of lies. I don't want to live with my soul like this. I need to leave... to get far away.

I have to do something, anything, but I refuse to keep living like this. 💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨💞✨

“Yes, you are my dear… my… beloved” Sitting together, one of the best things that would ever happen to any person if to live the life they wanted. And as if the heavens have heard their wishes, Lea and Aiden had a great life. Blessed with a family who they love with all their heart. so many hardships yet they still manage to fight all of it.

If not you and how you had a good heart you would have killed me if you didn’t want me to be alive. I owe so much to you but don't get if Mixed up with my love for you. I want you to know I owe you a life for all you have dien and I don’t want you to ever feel you are not needed or I would take you for granted because I won’t now and not forever.“ I Said with my Voice Full of so Many emotions I didn't even know where to place . “You owe me nothing and you have relayed anything you feel you owe me because everything I had ever wanted and all the things I didn’t get all my life you gave me all.

I say while rolling my eyes skyward. " But I still need someone to blame for my fucking mistake, even though I know very well that i caused this right from the start, cause that is the only way I would be able to breath some fresh air" I say while slipping back on my rotating chair, totally frustrated about the whole situation. " I feel like I'm suffocating as the day passes, cause I feel I broke the perfect thing that we would have had together....and it's fucking killing me inside" I say as I suddenly felt a tear drop slip from the side of my eye.