Hidupku Hancur Karena Cinta Novels & Stories

I heard his footsteps retreating and I let out a sigh. I turned towards the bed and pulled the blankets around me so tightly, it felt suffocating. I couldn't get rid of the horrible memories I had today. They flashed in front of my eyes whenever they closed shut. It hurts. Everything inside me hurts. Everything that he had done. I felt tears begin to well up in my eyes again. How could I fall in love with someone who has killed my parents? Someone who basically ruined my life. I wonder what gave him the idea that I will love him after everything he had done.

I also found out that the man I love likes me too but it's too late. I just cried next to my bed because of the pain I was feeling. I feel like I'm going crazy because of the pain. I heard a series of knocks in my room but I ignored it. I'm still crying because of what I found out today. I love him but I can't. Why is all this happening to me? All I want is to live quietly. Have a comfortable life and family with the man I love. But it looks like that won't happen. I hate them. I hate grandpa, mom and dad. All of them! I can't stop crying because of what is happening to me now.

, he expressed in his heavy, husky voice, keeping his eyes on mine. My eyes started to fill because it was the day, it was the damn moment I was waiting for. To hear those three words from him. It was finally the day but it was not our time. "I love you, Fiama", his voice cracked terribly. "I really really love you. And it's impossible for me to live without you. Yes... I might sound crazy for saying that but I don't know why you're so important to me. I can't imagine my life without you. Whenever something happens between us, my inside burns, my heart twists. I feel so terrible. Whenever something happens to you, someone tries to harm you, I don't remain the same I am. This is the dam fact

I just slouched down and cried. I have no idea why I’m crying I just know I’m feeling hurt Why do I feel so alone Why am I always getting hurt.. Why do I always seem unfit for true love. Why do I feel so broken… I know why.. Its because for a moment there, I felt hope. I felt cared for.. I felt loved I felt that teeny bitsy hope that maybe… Just maybe… Shawn was it and just like how death comes unexpectedly to a stubborn fly. My hope died as quick as it came.

I cried because nothing seemed to work in my life. When i thought i have found a hope to live, it was snatched from me. When i thought that i could survive, they took my reason live and now they are talking my reason to breathe. How can I let her go when i wanted to have her hear with me? I am so sorry, Alexis. I am really sorry for everything…

“I… said something to her, that I shouldn’t have…” I finally let it all out and her gaze pierced right through my soul. “Something I had no right over, something that shattered herself so much to an extent where she sought death over life…” She locked her hands in mine, she’s looking at me, judging me. She’ll leave me. “I'm scared Halsey… what if something happens to her, what if something…” happens to you? Just because of a thing called love, what if I lose you, just like I'm losing people around me. Love is a curse, and it’s not sacred, it’s scarred.

How did everything fall apart so quickly? “Felix, why… why did you do this to me?” I whispered, pressing the screen to my chest as if it would somehow bring him back. The thought of living without him was unbearable. I couldn’t see a life without his presence, without his smile, without hearing his voice. The pain was swallowing me whole. “No… I can’t live without Felix. If he’s not in my life, then what’s the point? I’d rather die than feel this pain. I can’t take it anymore,” I whispered to myself, completely consumed by the heartbreak.

Chapter 1 ~KYRA~ "Love comes at a cost." It was my daily mantra that I've lived by for so long. A phrase that has become a part of me. A part of my life. When I was fifteen, I witnessed it firsthand. My brother's mate, who had been his sole happiness, had cheated on him, broke his heart— crushed him, and turned him into a mess until eventually he took his own life. I never wanted to feel that way. To give someone the chance to break me, to reduce me into nothing.

He shouted at me. "Please Zack I want you and I know you are still in love with me." I begged him "No Jenny. I don't love you anymore. My heart was belong to someone else and it's not you. I don't love you anymore Jenny." No! Zack can't. You're mine. You can't go to someone else. I will and will make a way for you to be mine again. "Whoever you're referring to I'll make sure you won't be happy if you don't let me in again. If I need to kill her to get you back to me I'll do that," I said. Whoever you're referring to I'm sure I'll torture her.

, I said, wishing that he would stop, “ look, I love you, so much, but I can't. I just can't” “ What do you mean you can't?” He asked, obviously confused, and I just felt sorry for him. I felt pity for him. He didn't understand, and he never will. The fact that my heart had been broken beyond repair, the fact that my mind and body would never allow me to become so vulnerable before anyone again, the fact that Hakim killed me, not with a sword or a gun, but with his eyes, and the fact that even though his hazel eyes looked nothing like those of Hakim, it still reminded me of him, of that day when he finally broke the spine of my heart, along with my ribs. He didn't understand, he never will u