Novel & Cerita Aku Lelah Dengan Semua Ini

he exclaims making me laugh. "Do you know that life is boring without doing anything? I don't want my life to be boring as I am." "I want my life to be bored as your life, Ana. Life is so tiring. I am tired of working till my butt burns and all we receive is just a piece of shit from the higher up's who can't appreciate our effort."

Marcus I’m exhausted—Goddess, I have never been this sleep-deprived in my entire life. My eyes feel like they’re full of sand, and my brain is a fog, but I wouldn't trade this for anything in the world. It’s some hour of the night; the hospital is quiet, and the only light comes from the soft glow of the monitors.

Apart from the name, all I see and encounter daily is work and all the work drains my energy force and that is bad for me! Very bad for me!

Another random tidbit from our combined past that had more meaning than either of us comprehended at the time. “Everything is crazy, yet all seems to tie together. Even us.” I drop my hands on my lap, still leaning my head against the rest and suddenly so very exhausted with thinking, feeling, talking. Everything taking its toll, coming to a massive head, and draining what little energy I have left inside of me. I’m heavy and weighted down in so many ways, all while his presence is screwing me up and I want to curl up and shut it all off for a bit.

He says the last word eerily slow. “I know all the shit we just went through, I know you probably hate the idea but I’m desperate for someone babe, I’ve been doing so much more work on top of all the shit I already do, I’m sorry, it’s just that..I’m out of options right now.” He says word vomiting his point. Way to make me feel guilty…

"I'm fine, Maya. You don't need to worry about me." My breathless excitement faltered, collapsing in my chest. A cold prickle of deep anxiety crept up my neck. "Killian... is something wrong? You sound so distant. You sound like a stranger." "I'm just tired," he replied, his tone frustratingly clipped and practical. "The team schedule over here is heavy. Training has been non-stop." "I know... I know how hard it must be over there," I whispered, desperately grasping for anything to anchor us back to the ground we used to stand on.

Just fatigue, bone-deep exhaustion that went beyond sleepless nights and stress. “Maybe once upon a time,” he said, his voice low, “it would’ve made me angry. But right now? I’m just… tired, Regina. I’m tired of all of it.” He leaned forward, resting his elbows on his knees again, his hands hanging loosely. “I just want a life with my family. With my kids. All these complications, these secrets, these games… they’re secondary. They always were.” I stared at him, trying to understand if that was supposed to make me feel better, or worse.

"I have something to say." Everyone turned to focus on him and listened attentively. He let out a soft sigh and started. "Everything that happened today was quite exhausting if I'm to be honest, I don't know if I'm the only one that feels drained." He paused and everyone nodded, relating to his feelings.

Ironwolf I was utterly exhausted. The past month had been relentless, journeying across the continent, and addressing the myriad concerns and troubles plaguing my empire. “Endless conflicts and issues… I’m starting to grow weary of it all,” I muttered to myself, sinking into my seat as we made camp for the night. The day's travel had been long, and darkness encroached upon us.

Sagging against a car, I take a deep breath. "That was awesome. The way you stood up against her was amazing." Letty yells happily. I give them a small smile. “Thanks. I’m so sorry to have to do this to you two, but I need to go home. I’m so freaking tired, and my feet are aching,” I tell them. For some reason I feel drained and tired. I just want to go home, de-stress and take a very long nap. “Are you sure?” Letty asks.