Novel & Cerita Letter To Boyfriend Expressing Hurt Feelings

The words poured out of me, raw and unfiltered. Jax, I am so sorry. I know I overdid it. I saw Carl watching us and I panicked. I felt like if I didn't hit you hard, he’d see right through me. But I realize now that my fear is hurting you more than Carl ever could. I’m an idiot. I’m a coward. But I love you. I’m going to fix this, I promise. I’ll handle Carl.Just please don’t shut me out. I hit send. I watched the Delivered status appear. I waited. Five minutes turned into twenty. The three little dots of a reply never surfaced.

But now that I'm leaving, I need to clearly explain to him the reason why, and I find that I can only do that in writing. "You're cruel, you know." Boi comments. I frown at him. "You're leaving your boyfriend while he's recovering in the hospital." Boi says, "Speaking of, won't they notice you're gone?" "They would. That's why I'm rushing." I tell him, "But I still can't seem to write the damned letter." I run my hands through my hair in frustration. "Whatever. I'm off now." I grab the paper and pen on the table and stuff them in my backpack. Boi observes me calmly and steps aside with a defeated sigh as I make for the doorway.

"That's my boyfriend you're talking about. I won't stand here and listen to you talk shit about him. I said I'm sorry for leading you on. Now if you're going to act like a dick about it, then you don't deserve my apology." I didn't know how I kept looking at him when my words were hurting him so much. "H-how could you do this to me? I like you. You think my feelings are an on-off switch? I can't just stop liking you." He sniffled. "Is this about me dating Heather? If so, please tell me. I'll break up with her right now. Please tell me what I did wrong." I swallowed back the lump in my throat as tears formed behind my lids. I blinked back to keep them at bay.

Audrey, If you've found this letter, it must mean I'm dead... right? I'm sorry I treated you like shit. You don't deserve that. You deserve someone who will love you with all your heart and I'm sorry that I couldn't be the one. I'm sorry I broke our pact but please, please, please don't kill yourself. I have nothing left to live for. I feel like a weight on your shoulders, consistently pulling you down. I can't be that. You deserve so much more. I'm sorry I was so toxic towards you. Trust me, you'll be so much happier without me.

Natty drawls with sarcasm and I frown. "I see Kay mentioned me." I reply coldly, wiping off my tears with my left hand. "Yes he did, or didn't you babe?" She asks seductively to annoy me and it was working. Looking at Kay who seemed to be lost in his thoughts, I felt ashamed to even call him my boyfriend. "I'm so sorry Am. I know you won't forgive me but I'm sorry." That was all he said before walking away from me.

However, as soon as our eyes met, his expression changed, as if it were all an illusion. Edwin gently took my hand and asked how I was feeling and if anything was bothering me. At that moment, my grievances and longing for him flooded out, and tears once again streamed down my face. "How could you not believe me? I didn't lie to you. I've never had a boyfriend before," I implored. He ruffled my hair and said, "I'm sorry. It's my fault. I love you so much and care about you deeply. You have to understand that men attach great importance to these things. Can you forgive me?"

A solitary tear streams down my cheek. It's my fault. I shouldn't have any expectations from this relationship. He is just my master, not my boyfriend, and it hurts me so bad.

He sputtered. I exhaled deeply, dabbed my eyes with my hand, and grabbed my handbag. “You didn’t think I was important enough, you should have explained all of these to me instead.” I blinked my eyes rapidly and cast a swift look at Anton, my tall boyfriend with his dark hair that had gone messy and fell on his face. His green eyes glinted with hurt. “You forgot about today,” I muttered. He took his lips in and sighed. “I’m sorry.”

I want to know what he wants to tell me. I close the door behind me and sit on my bed. I take a deep breath and unfold the paper. My eyes fall on his neat handwriting, and I start to read. Dear Len, No words can ever express how it kills me to see you before my eyes every day, yet I can’t hold you or kiss you. No words are sufficient enough to show you how sorry I am for hurting you. If I can redo every single thing I did and caused you pain, I’d do it in a heartbeat, because even though it’s only been three days, keeping my distance from you is an ache I’m willing to do anything to cure.

This had always been what she says and show to everyone including her father, so then why is Ryan so hurt when she said those words to him, not like it was the first time she made it known to him that she can't love. A deep breath escaped her lips and she felt weak and lonely, her heart was suddenly heavy not just for any other thing but because she recalled the drop of tears that fell off the eyes of Ryan and those words he said which showed how hurt he was.. Ria wagged her head vigorously trying to push away this thought away but it stick and lingered making her get really affected with it... "But Ryan can't be my boyfriend!" She growled under her breath not understanding why she was being