He Stares At Me From A Distance But Ignores Me 소설 & 이야기

instead, she looked like she was going to ignore the hell out of me. She was staring at me with a distant expression on her face and glued in a spot. That look… It wasn’t anger. It wasn’t even annoyance. It was worse. It was emptiness. And for some reason, that hit harder than if she had walked up to me and slapped me across the face. At least then, I’d know she still felt something. My head started spinning with different thoughts as I thought of what to do. There were so many eyes watching and us ignoring each other would be a new gist for the school and I didn't want that.

I knew he was waiting for me, but I walked past him. “Harper.” I ignored him. He ran after me immediately. “Harper, wait.” I kept moving. A few seconds later, I heard his footsteps behind me. I stopped suddenly and turned to him. His hand hung in the air and he lowered it back down. “Hey, why are you ignoring me again?” He asked, gazing at me so innocently. That upset me more. “Because I don’t want to talk to you,” I told him. He squeezed his face, looking surprised. He moved closer and tried to touch my arm, but I recoiled away.

Since I was desperate to get close to him to lengthen my life, I swallowed my damn pride and waved at him. He ignores me. Then I tried again, but he ignored me again! yet this time he glared at me. For the last 15 minutes, I've been trying to get his attention. But all he did was ignore me and talk to the guy beside him. They looked like they were talking about me. I wanted to hear what they were saying, but my senses were too dull even to hear it at this distance. He must be shit-talking me! "Rude bastard, you'll fall for me soon." I grinned.

But instead he just leans back, picks up his tablet, and ignores me again. For now.

I ignored it at first, until it became rather clear that he wasn't even listening to me anymore. "What are you staring at, babe?" I tried to snap him out of his state. "Is our food coming or something?" When he still didn't reply, I finally turned my head to follow his gaze, the breath practically leaving my lungs when I saw exactly what he was so distracted by.

"What?" "Whenever you misses me, just look at the brightest star in the sky. That would be me watching you from above because you know how much I am dead to you. No matter how much I really need to leave you, I can't. So, there I am, staring at you from afar instead. Don't mind the distance, alright? Staring at you from here nor from afar has no difference at all. No matter how far nor how close the distance is, I'm still staring at the girl who made my life the best."

He has no right to judge me. "What?" I bark at him. "Why the hell are you staring at me?" "Sorry, I wasn't staring", he says. "Liar, you were staring", I shouted. Zoe looks at me. I ignore her. I am no longer in the mood to go shopping and I wish I can tell him to turn back and take us home. "I wasn't staring at you, ma'am", he repeats. I am about to tell him to shut the fuck up when he adds.

With my height and a face that's certainly not remarkable--oh crap, he's seen me. I stood frozen as his eyes met mine but I willed myself to walk closer to him. But when I was about to call his attention, he averted his gaze and walked past me. I blinked as I tried to register what just happened. He just ignored me. I was certain he met my gaze. I was certain he saw me but he just walked past as if he couldn't be bothered to even say hi or at least ask how I was. Well, he wasn’t obliged to do those but really? He could have at least given me a chance to talk to him and say sorry for the inconvenience I caused.

I guess I kinda expecting her to call again. I stare at my phone for a couple of minutes before hitting the decline button. That will stop her—for now. I immediately shoved my phone back into my pocket as my eyes caught Adrian leaving the cabin. I knew he was already awake—just ignoring me. There's a large distance between us, but it didn't stop me from matching his pace. I know he kind of noticed, but he's acting like he doesn't care. For the entire time, my eyes kept darting toward Adrian. I don't know if he notice or just bluntly ignoring me. Either way, my eyes are not in my control.

“Please look at me.” Hesitantly, I lifted my head up slightly, peeling my blurry eyes open to stare at him—seeing as he’d kept a reasonable distance away from me so as to not overwhelm me, but close enough to speak closely. My body shook slightly, still slightly caught up on the mess that just happened.