Novel & Cerita Longing To Belong

That feeling of longing, the feeling to belong to someone. Have been on the look out my nose and senses heightened in search of my mate and still yet nothing. People say the smell of your mate will be the most tantalizing thing you could every smell. It will be so addicting that the urge drives some people crazy that they complete the bonding ritual the. And there. Well have been expecting to experience all these so called feelings and still yet nothing. "Moon goddess is this a sign that am cursed."Sonya murmurs..

“You’ve been mine for the past 20 years, and you’ll be mine in the future as well. I won’t let anyone else have you—you’re mine!” “Wendy, how shameless can you be?” Jessica pushed her way to the front and slapped Wendy hard. “James is a person! He’s not an object, and he doesn’t belong to anyone!” “He is James. He can be with whoever he wants, and the word ‘let’ doesn’t apply here!” Wendy had been stretched thin, dealing with the company’s mess during the day and visiting Sean at the hospital at night. She was utterly exhausted. The slap from Jessica sent her stumbling to the ground.

I moan and curl in on myself. There is this hunger gnawing at me. It churns at my guts, growing bigger by the second, as if it’s going to tear open my skin and rip out of me at any time. I am hungry, so hungry. And it’s not for food. I want him… need him…to fill me. To shove aside this hollowness that’s drawing me in, threatening to overwhelm me.

Out of nowhere, like he did last time? I let out a soft laugh. God, I can’t wait to see him. Maybe I’m losing my mind. This feeling — it’s driving me insane. This longing burns straight through my chest, makes it hard to breathe. Like I’m suffocating under the weight of someone’s shadow. Someone I desperately want to hold… but who still stands far, far away. Yongju… I’m coming home. -o0o-

She froze for a moment before quickly opening it and beginning to read. [December 22. New Year is almost here, but I can’t find a reason to feel happy. Jimmy has been missing for three months, and my heart has been hollow ever since. Someone from down south called me and said they had found Jimmy. They asked for fifty thousand. I paid them, but after that, I never heard from them again. Joan cursed me again. She said I was wasteful, crazy, and that I was reaping what I sowed. It’s all my fault. Jimmy would never have gone missing if it wasn’t for me. I’m a sinner.] Joan’s throat tightened. Her stiff fingers slid down the screen.

Exposed. Already, I can hear the beating of the drums, the enchanting music that makes my heart pound. I want to dance with them, twirl around the fire like everyone else, forget about the heaviness in my heart, the growing questions that keep me up at night. I want to experience for the first time, what it might feel like to truly…belong somewhere.

His touch, his taste, his scent, they all became an integral part of me, mending the broken pieces of my heart. It was as if he had become my drug, a craving that I needed to satisfy every single day. With each touch, a wave of euphoria washed over me, enveloping me in pure bliss. He wasn't just a desire; he was a necessity, something I couldn't imagine living without. As I traced my fingers down his chest, I felt a tug at my heartstrings, I didn't want to ever leave him…

It mirrored my own hunger, a shared longing for a future brimming with love and desire. Our breaths mingled, and the air crackled with an electricity that only heightened our longing. I could feel the anticipation pulsing, a subtle tremor coursing through our intertwined fingers. The world awaited us, but in that moment, there was only us—two souls bound by an unbreakable bond.

Something else was there too. Longing.

She had been stripped down, peeled layer by layer until only need remained. I didn’t know what I was supposed to want anymore. I didn’t want love. I didn’t want rescue. I just wanted… to belong. And somehow, somewhere along the line, Adrian had become the only place I understood how to do that. The door creaked open behind me. I didn’t flinch.