Mamatay Na Ako 소설 & 이야기

“Since June twelfth. Twenty-twenty-three. Why?” My blood turned to ice. June 12, 2023. The day my mother died. She needed a fifty-thousand-dollar surgery. I remember Matteo begging, calling in every favor, emptying our meager accounts. He scraped together thirty-five thousand. I killed myself to find eight more. It wasn’t enough. He held me as I sobbed. “I’m sorry. I’m garbage. I couldn’t save your mother. You deserve so much better.” My heart was breaking, but I wiped his tears. “You found thirty-five thousand. I’m grateful. Mama said you tried. She didn’t blame you. I don’t blame you. It was my fault for not finding the rest.”

Our mate would have accepted us if we weren't so pathetic! "Don't think like that Sarah. It's not your fault." "How is it not my fault?! I am weak! They're right, I don't deserve a mate like Hunter. I should just die! Why didn't my mother take me with her?! Why?!" I stopped running and fell on the muddy ground while choking sobs continued to leave me. But that stopped when a group of rogue wolves emerged from the shadows. Their sharp canines and loud growls stopped my breathing. Their eyes gleamed maliciously.

"I have every right to be here, just like you. This house belonged to my family long before you joined it, you have no right to kick me out." "When are you going to understand that your mother is already dead? She died years ago," Lorena replies, annoyed. "We're tired of hearing about 'This house used to belong to my family.' Lauren is already buried two meters underground, eaten by worms." A sudden dizziness catches Katrina off guard as she hears the cruel words Lorena uses to refer to her mother. She holds onto the staircase railing to regain her composure as quickly as possible. Her stepmother looks at her with a furrowed brow.

Chapter Twenty-One. Nina’s POV Simula ng magising ako sa katawang ito, I didn’t really believe it at first. I’ve tried finding ways to go back, I keep wondering what if I’m just dreaming? What if I didn’t really die and I’m just in a state of coma? Sobrang daming what if ang pumasok sa isip ko. I can’t accept that I died young and just months away para sa 18 debut ko.

How could I ever live with myself if I ran away and abandoned everyone? “Are they…” I can’t get the words out. Alec’s eyes flash red. “The Silver Hunters are here.”

_____ “ 17th October,2005 Dear mama, I miss you and I'm so sorry for taking your life. I don't know why I'm writing this to you when I know you're not here anymore. I guess it's because you were the only one I could really talk to. Mama, I'm hurting everywhere. He beat me yesterday and now I can't sleep. I'm still in the basement, bleeding, tired and so hungry. But I killed you. Now there's no one to love me. Mama forgive me. I hope he kills me soon so I'd see you again and apologize.

Mateo wasn’t looking pleased at all. This boy seems to know me too well, how is he aware?. I don’t want to lose Cecilia again, and that’s the truth. “What are you saying? Have you forgotten she’s my mate and…” “You keep saying my mate, my mate, my mate, have you forgotten she’s dead?” Mateo yelled. “Yes brother, I know I was mad because of my mate, but the truth is he’s dead, and I should move on. But you should be glad that you now have a new mate and not Cecilia” Mia sounded so calm and soft this time around.

Tony said, his voice strained. "Everyone is dead, including Mateo." My breath caught in my throat, and a scream of anguish escaped my lips. The news hit me like a tidal wave, crashing over me with overwhelming force. Mateo, my dear brother, was gone in an instant. The tears welled up in my eyes as I struggled to process the magnitude of the tragedy.

I feel a lot of anguish and nausea for my mate. How could he? Is this what the introduction ceremony was about? To get my friends and family together so that they can easily eliminate us and carry out their plan smoothly? I now have a strong desire to die. If only I could get something sharp enough to cut through my heart and relieve me of all of the pain in my heart right now. I just rock myself back and forth. I can't cry anymore. I think I have dried out all the tears. "If this goes well, we can all get what we want. I will get the mining rights and you will go back to your mate and you won't have to see me again," he adds.

is no more. "Ana, he is gone, he will never come back" my mom shouted, shaking me, telling me that my child..is no more..I couldn't hold back and cried hard... My child died, I failed myself , I lost my child, I can't save him..I can't..I am the worst mother in the world..who can't save her own child. "Mom" my voice was numb and my heart was broken into pieces...pieces that can't be joined together..