Mengatakan Sesuatu Saya Tidak Mendengarnya นิยาย & เรื่องราว

She looked genuinely confused. (Translation: ...What?) "Main nahi chahta ki aap kisi bhi baat par bharosa kar'ein kyun ki maine kaha hai." She stared at him. (Translation: I don't want you to believe anything just because I said it.) "Sawal puchhiye. Agar koi baat samajh ka matlab na bane toh puchhiye. Agar aap ko koi baat sahi nahin lage to mujhe bataiye. Agar aap ko lagta hai ki main galat hoon toh kahiye." He continued patiently.

Giving me one last chance to say no. I didn’t say no.

I make sure she hears my next words clearly because we will not be having this conversation again. "Not even a little bit."

saying I plugged ear plugs and closed my eyes. I can never love anyone. Not even you Jenny.

"I know you can't hear me. I know you don't care. But I'm sorry." No answer came. There never would.

I think it might be me. Every pair of eyes presses down on me like lead. I try to speak, to force out anything, a word, a sound, even a lie pieced together from the fragments of my panicked mind. Nothing comes. I have no idea what the last thing he said was. I don’t remember what he said. I wasn’t listening. I can’t lie my way out of this because I don’t even know what the truth is supposed to be. "You don’t know what to say, do you?" Mr. Macaulay says flatly.

He should not as well. "bhabhi jaan, are you even listening? What am I saying to you?" Zeenat asked shaking me lightly "Yes Zeenat what? I am sorry I did not hear. Can you repeat it please?" I asked her My tone is not above a whisper. I doubt she even heard what I said or not. "what happened bhabhi jaan why are you sounding so low?" Zeenat asked me and in reply I just shook my head in no and smiled at her..

I said, though no one was there to hear it. Because next time, I won't correct it quietly.

Ngumiti siya nang makahulugan, na hindi ko maintindihan, bago dinugtungan ang pagtawag sa akin. “Hindi ako komportableng kasama ka.”

I forgot about that "This is annoying" I mumbled