Novel & Cerita My Beloved Fool

I cried and ended up playing a sad song which says I was on my own when you told me you love me but after everything, I am left on my own. Why? What did I do? Where did I go wrong? Is it a bad thing to love Smith like a fool? Why on earth did he betray me that way? Do I deserve such treatment from him? If he cheated it’s even better, I would be angry for some time and then maybe later forgive him but instead he chose to deceive me for a long time. Amanda, you are a fool, you allowed your feelings to be used by Smith, he fooled you right under your nose and you never knew because you got so blinded in love.

It's like his anger just suddenly melted down because of her sweet voice that seem like she's not affected by his behavior at all. "Don't tell me that you actually believe yourself that you convinced me when you kissed her in front of everybody? That's very foolish of you, love." I heard one of the both of them sigh. It was Conrad. "But that's me, right? I'm always a fool. You always play me with your dirty little games because you know that I'm a fool. You always know that I'm going to eat the bait because I'm a fucking fool." "You're a fool for me, always."

I hate pain, and now, there’s so much of it, that I can’t stand it, all because of her. I will have her, she’s mine, no matter what, but I won’t be a fool to fall for the trap that is called love.

I remembered how he used to talk to me in a gentle way and I would blush like a fool. He was fucking good at that and yes!just like a fool I fell for it each time he did it.I would giggled and feel like I was floating in the sky.I used to feel like the world was ours and it was just the two of us. You can call me a fool, naive and all sorts of names because indeed I was.I was blind,Too blind to see the truth. The thought of it made me feel so disgusted with myself. How did I turn out to be a fool for him?

Head in hands face swollen with facts. “You think he's right. Don't you?” For a fact, I know Sebas has been dying to spit out the contents of his heart. “Well, he didn't add that you're a fool. Only a fool wouldn't want a second chance at love. You agree with me. Don't you?” His punchy words were followed by an annoying carousel of giggles unfolding in different forms. He just called me a ‘fool’ and what was more absurd was the fact that I didn't feel offended by the name.

Carol went as far as to orchestrate this farce on her wedding day just to get back at me on Caleb's behalf. It was easy to imagine the rumors that would spread after tonight. How many were going to ridicule me after this? Based on her behavior, Carol clearly assumed I loved her deeply and would not defy her. She was utterly convinced that even if there was a flaming pit before me, I'd have jumped into it willingly for her. Yet, she did not realize that even the most ardent love could not withstand such reckless misdeeds. I let out a muffled grunt, turning away from them.

he whispered. "No," I corrected, leaning closer until our faces were inches apart. "A fool is someone who doesn't know better. You knew exactly what you were doing when you used my love to build this company. You used me as a stepping stone and kicked me away when you reached the top. Now, I’m just pulling the stone out from under your feet. Don't pretend you're shocked."

“Last time I checked, you don’t do impulsive things. So cut the act, Raymond. Let’s just pretend none of this happened.” He frowned. “You really meant what you said at the party? You’re taking this too far over one small mistake.” I closed my eyes. No. This guy didn’t just say that. Let's be real, when it comes to using this phrase “a fool for love” I think they might be describing all the stupid things I've done just for Raymond. Done is even an understatement— sacrificed and overlooked because I keep making excuses for the jerk and he had the gut to just guilt-trip me?

I didn’t want anyone to see my shame. He fooled you once. And he fooled you again. My steps became uneven. Of course I was a fool. Of course I was. I had been a fool for three years of our marriage. I had believed every small thing that gave me hope. I had waited for him. Loved him. Excused him. Stayed. And now, after everything, I did it again. I was still the same woman. Still stupid enough to believe him. Still stupid enough to love him.

She nodded her head. “Good..” he whispered as his eyes fell on her quivering lips for a moment then he again locked his eyes with her teary ones which were bothering him, “I like your name. What does it mean?” he asked. “It.. means..Ioved one…or Darling… or beloved…” she replied. He smiled at her and said, “Beloved… I like it…”. He removed his hold from her and took a step back, his smirk again starting to appear on his lips, “Now you can go”.