Be careful what you wish for
What if he is a fake daddy who just wants me to let down my guard , get comfortable and give him my virginity and once I do , he leaves?
My brain , my heart - my adult side and my little side - both have a head - to - head. Each question , each statement that my heart puts forward my mind contradicts it. Each question , each statement that my mind puts forward my heart contradicts it. How do I know which one to listen to , and which one do I ignore?
I look away from the loving couple, I slide down to my butt and sit facing the television. The credits of our movie still ascend. The battle between my mind and my heart continues - and I am stuck in between , not knowing what path to take…
Sikat na Kabanata