My Numbered Days Of Happiness Novels & Stories

Wednesday, January 19,2022 5:16 p.m. I’m still unable to understand that what is going on with me. I’m changing myself slowly and slowly. I think about him all the days and nights. I can’t figure out the feelings when I’m with him. Today I’m happy in fact I’m more happy then ever before in my life. But I’m still in confusion that is it love or it’s hormone changes. As I’m going to 18 years old in few days. Anyways I don’t know what’s this but it’s the best feelings in the world. I’m lying on my bed and still thinking about him and shying. I’m excited to talk to him. I’m staring at my phone and waiting for his call or text. I want him to be with me right now. I’m imagining him on my bed lying

196 DAYS I stare at my wall clock as I listen to the non”stop ticking. Since when did that ticking become so deafening? In addition to the clock ticking, I'm starting to feel a twitch in my eye. The clock is getting on my nerves. The rain is coming down outside. That makes me kind of sad. I need it to stop. I need the sun to come back. 196 days.

Still holding to my hope, eyes were closed tightly, afraid of accepting the reality. "Please, come out. I'll be waiting 'til ten." My grip from the key tighten as well, but it's not as tight as how I am holding to my hope now. Four, five, six. I'm starting to lose my grip on the hope I am saying. Seven, eight, nine. Although, I already sound like giving up earlier, my hope got bigger as I am hoping that maybe you will come out at the last number. "Ten." I give up. There's no you anymore and will never be. It's just myself giving such false hope.

She clicked on the message and she immediately shouted. "Ahh!" "What is it? What is it?" Matt asked worriedly. He was really worried. "I just got a job!" Ava said happily. "Which company is that?" Matt asked. "J & D group" Ava said. She was grinning from ear to ear. "That multi millionaire company?" Matt asked. "Yeap!" Ava said, dancing while walking around the room. "How come you were given a job? Did you apply for a job in the company?" Matt asked.

I spent the whole night thinking, Friday was exactly 7 days from that day, how did I agree to this? I thought Ruqayya was joking about the wedding being in 10 days. Could I really get married to someone in 10 days? I felt uneasy and overwhelmed as my alarm rang. My eyes were open throughout the night, I didn't even have a blink of sleep, I felt too tired and lazy to get up as my Alarm rang continuously. I reluctantly got up putting off the Alarm and getting ready for work.

He stood outside with roses in his hand and apologized to me in the same words, every day. "Lara. I swear I will never see Maya again. "I will not claim her baby. Take everything in my name. Let's start over." I looked at the man. The fixation in his eyes had only one place to go. In the moment he had decided not to save me and the baby, he had been every bit this decisive. The cheapness of him now matched it. I shut the door in his face. He did not stop. He sent flowers every day. He shipped gifts. He camped outside my office.

2 days later *Levi* For the past two days, I’ve found myself wearing a smile that seems permanently etched on my face, a radiant contrast to the whirlwind of emotions swirling around us. Despite the challenges, the sheer wonder of our little ones fills me with an overwhelming sense of love and joy that I can hardly contain.

I called him 30 times, but he never picked up my calls. [23rd day: The treatment hurt really badly today. I wish he could hold me in his arms.] [31st day: I miss my parents so much. Nobody loves me anymore, and even he is bullying me.] [40th day: It's my birthday today. No one remembers it. The nurse's aide gave me an extra meal portion, saying that it counts as a birthday cake.] [63rd day: I haven't thought about him for three days. The doctors say I'm getting well soon.]

Peace is a daily exercise. - Smile more, relax, find a little corner inside you to be happy. You are responsible for your well-being. Being happy, the other will follow your example. - Cherish yourself. You deserve much more than what you have today, and you will achieve it if you keep your thoughts focused on your achievements, dreams and desires. There are only two days in the year when nothing can be done. One is called yesterday and the other tomorrow. Therefore, today is the right day to love, believe, do, and above all live.

I was tired, but I still couldn’t let go, I couldn’t kill myself. Two days and they’d get me out of that place. Two days and that fallen would smile and we will become friends as it had been the first time. Two days and I would find him, seven days and I would see the little one in the garden. 15 days and I’d find her. 20 days and 5 hours and that demon would appear. 168 days and I would be in your room. 246 days and he would kiss me. 456 days and he’d say he loves me.