Romans & histoires No Remarriage: You Don't Deserve Me

His voice was so soft, but it sounded like he was one breeze away from shattering apart. "I was wrong. Do you hear me? I never should've doubted you. I never should've frozen your cards. I never should've gone to that damned wedding. I should've been there. I should've been at the hospital with Sadie during her surgery. I should've loved you the way you deserved. "I'm sorry, Clara. When we were 18, I promised you I'd love you with my life. I swore to high heaven I'd give you the life you deserved. But I… I failed."

His warmth, his care, his unwavering presence despite my chaos, overwhelmed me, stirring a fresh wave of guilt for not being the wife he deserved. “Austin,” I said, my voice choked, my face buried in his chest, “you’re so nice, so caring. Why didn’t you marry someone who could love you the way you deserve? You’re too good for me.” He pulled back, his hands cupping my face, his smile soft, bittersweet, his thumbs brushing away my tears. “Don’t say that,” he said, his voice gentle, his eyes warm with a tenderness that made my heart ache.

"I will never touch you, not unless you want me to; I will never hurt you, not again, not ever." "Now you want to be good; after you've taken everything I loved and everything I am away, you want to be a better person, and you expect me to do what? Jump into your arms and declare my undying love for you? I would never love you; you don't deserve to be loved." I was in tears now; even if I wanted to be strong, all the memories were just too much. "...You deserve..."

Marra spoke right next to Denis' ear. "Listen to me carefully, and I don't like meddling in other people's problems and vice versa. I came here because I must work, not have fun like you. Who do you think you are to think it's that easy to make me your next turn? Just do it with another woman. I'm not even interested in you. Don't be so confident you can have everything, including my pride. If one day there is only one man on this earth, and he is you, I vow to be alone for life because you don't deserve it."

"Yessss.... I do! I do! I do! I accept everything that comes from you, my love!" I want to get married again! END

He opened his mouth, then closed it again, as if still confused, before saying, "So you don't love me anymore?" She crossed the kitchen to stand before him. "No. You don't love me." When that did little to clarify his confusion, she went on. "I need to be loved. I can't marry you just because you need to meet some goal. I deserve better than that. And you deserve better than a woman who would marry you for money."

Jenny replies to me, finally confronting me, "You're just getting what you deserve." "What I deserve, and what do I deserve? I definitely don't deserve you defaming me like this and treating me like a jerk just because you're too childish to accept that I didn't invite you to my wedding" I remind her, quoting her own words she just uttered to her friends, "So no, Jenny, you're not saying these things to me out of fairness, just because you're mad at me that I married a millionaire and you're not."

I believed that as long as I married him, he would one day fall in love with me. But unexpectedly, my wishful thinking never came to pass. In this life, I was going to reset the script. Silas read the words on the stick in shock. Clara slowly walked toward Silas while everyone else was cheering. [The male lead wanted to marry Jane. What’s going on?!] [Didn’t Jane tamper with the sticks? Regardless, she should be picked instead!] [The male lead looks calm. But I’m sure he must be losing his mind.] I stood below the stage.

Maybe Enrico had no idea the registration never went through. I looked up at him, my voice trembling. "Enrico, there seems to be an issue with our marriage registration. Let's go redo it. Right now." A flicker of panic crossed his eyes. He reached up and ruffled my hair. "Why are you so anxious over something this small? I'll have Viktor handle it. You just rest." The last glimmer of light in my heart went out completely. After a long silence, I slowly nodded and forced out a single word. "Okay."

I wanted him all to myself. "No.... I want to get married to you. Of course I want to be married to you Marco. I don't think that there is anything else that can make me happier than being your wife. I just think that I do not deserve all of this. I do not deserve your love and I do not deserve to be treated so kindly by you . You have no idea Marco stop you have no idea how much I don't deserve you" I said. This was the only thing that I could say to him I could not tell him what is going on in my life so I could only let him know how much he doesn't deserve someone like me.