What Did I Do To Deserve You Novels & Stories

he put his forhead on my forhead not before giving me a kiss. "do you think i can live without you, only god knows how difficult it was to say those things ...how could i live without my jan you are my life my everything i love you so much you have no idea " "if it was hard why you even said those things ." i looked up in his eyes. HE again cleaned the tears from my cheeks. "i thought i didn,t desreve you "i put my finger on his lips . "don,t ever say that , you deserve me more than anything "

"Is someone making you say this? Don't answer with a yes or a no." "No one is making say anything." "Damn it, why? Then give me a reason why?" "You deserve someone better." "And what about you? What do you deserve, hm?" Silence. "You deserve better, Jenn. A hell of a lot better, and I want to give it to you. If you'll let me. I know you don't want things handed to you. You want to work for them, and I get that. You work for what makes you happy and let me give you stupid shit that doesn't matter. Like... Perfume, massages, baggy shorts..."

“Love, please don’t cry. You are breaking my heart, damn it. Those are just my parents being my parents and you have got to accept them the way that they are.” “No…..I don’t deserve you . You are too good for me to have and to hold. And the funniest thing is that they are right about every single thing that they said. I am taking and taking so much from you without returning. How am I supposed to be happy with myself?”

I’m devastated. “Do I deserve to die?” I ask the ghosts. They never answer. “I’m sure you think I do,” I say. “I deserve to die after what I did to you. I deserve to be punished. I deserve to be unhappy for the rest of my life. “That’s why he left me alive. He left me to pay for my mistake by living without you. He left me here so I’d have to suffer each day. “And I… I miss you so much. I miss all of you. I’m so deeply sorry for everything.”

Coming from someone who was just acting in a drama. “You know, I would have said that may you be rewarded for everything you did for me. But then, you don't deserve any rewards because you were only acting and nothing more. Everything you did was not from a place of sincerity, you are a fraud. In fact, what you deserve is terrible rewards for your disgraceful life” I cursed at him.

All the grievances of the past three years, endurance, and the agony of seeing Dad get threatened by Stacie and Tory surged at once. I raised my foot and kicked Stacie away without mercy, so she lost her balance and crashed to the ground. When her lower back slammed into the steps, a pained grunt escaped her lips. I looked down at her pale face with a cold gaze as if I were looking at a stranger. "I'm so sick of watching you act all these years, Stacie. Perhaps our beginning was a mistake from the start.

“I… I don’t deserve this.” I gave him a deadpan look, forcing myself to remain composed. “You’re right. You don’t deserve any of this. But it’s not about what you deserve, it’s never about what you deserve, Alpha. It’s about them. Do so quickly before I change my mind.”

“I… I'm only apologizing for what happened—” “And then you can just use someone as you like, and then tell them no all of a sudden, like what I feel doesn't matter. Like I don't deserve it as well.” “Deserve what, Olive?” “You! Like I don't deserve you!”

But I don't deserve that, do I? After all I'd done. Isn't it funny how those we push away are those who are always there for us when we need them? She shouldn't be here. She should still be annoyed at me, and definitely shouldn't rush here when I am in trouble. She shouldn't! “ I don't deserve this, Miranda. ” I entangled her from me as I stood up on my feet with my back facing the bed. “ I didn't believe in you enough to. ” The pain in my heart became mixed with guilt, making it worse. “ I don't deserve this treatment from you, I don't. ”

What exactly did I do to deserve him? “I know you’re most likely thinking that you don’t deserve this. But there’s no one I see deserving than you are.” “You’re just saying this because you… because you like me.” I say, sniffing. He says nothing for a second. “I don’t remember my life before I liked you. And I don’t want that life at all. Everything I did for you, I did for myself, because I can’t live if you’re not here.” I punch his arm lightly, but he gasps like I ripped his arm off his body.