Doomed desires with my alpha stepfather
The room felt heavier now, not because I was nervous, but because of expectation.
Eleven months away.
They were waiting to see if I had fallen behind.
I didn’t give them the satisfaction.
“This will focus on applied calculus in dynamic systems,” I began, my voice steady. “Specifically nonlinear differential equations and their behavior under variable constraints.”
A few students straightened.
Others blinked.
I turned to the board and began writing, the marker moving smoothly as equations took shape. Not basic work. Not anything simple enough to dismiss.
I explained as I wrote, breaking down each step clearly without slowing the pace. Integration, substitution, system behavior, stability poin