Not Throwing Away My Shot Lyrics Novels & Stories

I said, rising up. "Where are you going then? Are you planning on running away?" I chuckled. "No, Gabriel. There are just some things I need to let go of. See you in the morning." With that I made my way upstairs to change. ~*~ The club was swimming with people, music blasting through speakers from each and every corner of the walls of the room. I clenched my glass of tequila tightly as I poured myself another shot. "To me! A successful badass who was unfortunately used and dumped by the people she least expected from!" I said, lifting my glass in the air.

" I smiled feeling so full of myself for talking back to her. Actually I never take shit from anyone, but this felt so good, I felt so alive. At least it would stand as a pay back for what she said to me at the Audition. I got out of the company and began to walk down the street. I actually didn't have any where important to go, so I though of calling my girlfriend Susan. Her place would be the best to spend my day. As I walked, I looked Into my bag searching for my phone when I mistakenly hit someone in the process. I wasn't looking up at all, what did I expect?

I said turning my back "I chose this part and there's no going back" "This won't last" "We shall see" I replied and jumped down the window, I must finish what I started

This life's go no escape, Go hard until I can't see straight, Sunlight burn in' my eyes, How the fuck am I still alive? (Oh, oh, oh, oh, whoa)

Everybody loses it Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes Oh, people like us we've gotta stick together Keep your head up nothing lasts forever Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom Oh, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh We are all misfits living in a world on fire Oh, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh Sing it for the people like us, the people like us Oh, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh You've just got to turn it up loud when the flames get higher Oh, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh Sing it for the people like us, the people like us Oh, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh We're all misfits living in a world on fire Oh, woah-oh-oh, woah-oh Sing it for the people like us, the people like

**** **SONG SEQUENCE STARTS** **** [Oh my, oh my, oh my Oh my, oh my, oh my Oh my, oh my, oh my, oh my It ain't my fault you keep turning me on It ain't my fault you got, got me so gone It ain't my fault I'm not leavin' alone It ain't my fault you keep turning me on I can't talk right now I'm looking and I like what I'm seeing Got me feeling kinda shocked right now Couldn't stop right now, even if I wanted Gotta get it, get it, get it, while it's hot right now Oh my God, what is this? Want you all in my business Baby, I insist Please don't blame me for whatever happens next No I-I-I-I, can't be responsible If I-I-I-I, get you in trouble now See you're-'re-'re-'re, too irresistible

“If I got locked away And we lost it all today Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same? If I showed you my flaws If I couldn't be strong Tell me honestly, would you still love me the same? Right about now If I judge for life, man, would you stay by my side? Or is you gonna say goodbye? Can you tell me right now? If I couldn't buy you the fancy things in life Shawty, would it be alright? Come on show me that you know…” She sat on her balcony, smoking a cigar, as the music played. As the city slept, she stared out into the open. She was mesmerized by the way the stars twinkled in the sky that night.

Memories came crashing down on me and I choked out a sob. “I lost everything," I whispered, the tears starting again. " He has a baby coming. Sophie is pregnant." Alex stood up and moved to the side of the bed, taking my hand in his. His grip was firm and reassuring. "Evelyn, look at me. That bastard doesn’t deserve you." “So, who does?” I cried, frustrated. “Who in their right mind would want a woman like me? I am disgusting.” “Don’t say that, please. You did everything you could. Life isn’t over yet and I am right here by your side.”

I gripped the phone tightly and replied weakly, "Mom, Alex was shot. He's at your hospital. You need to come quickly…" Before I could finish, she cut me off with a scornful laugh. "Shot? Don't jinx Alex with such nonsense! He's perfectly fine, studying at the library. How could he possibly have been shot? If he doesn't do well on his exam, it'll be because you jinxed him!" Mom simply didn't believe me. It was exactly the same as what I'd heard in my previous life. "Mom, it's true! Alex really was shot! He's right outside the operating room of your hospital! There's so much blood…"

"You shout it out, but I can't hear a word you say I'm talking loud, not saying much I'm criticized, but all your bullets ricochet Shoot me down, but I get up," Eva softly sang, her favorite song playing in her mind as she strolled back to her room. She smiled, wondering if her friend Nathalie would enjoy the snacks she was carrying. “I'm bulletproof, nothing to lose Fire away, fire away Ricochet, you take your aim Fire away, fire away She was in such a good mood that she even gently danced along the hallway to her. “You shoot me down, but I won't fall