Promised to The Don
It feels like learning how to know him all over again, except this time we both pretend we don’t remember the parts that are fucked up.
One afternoon he takes me to see the apartment we found near campus. It’s smaller than most of the rooms in this mansion, but it feels warmer somehow. The living room has tall windows that let sunlight pour across the wooden floor, and there’s a narrow balcony that looks down at a busy street full of cafés and bookstores.
I stand there imagining what it will feel like to wake up somewhere that actually belongs to me. Somewhere where I don’t have to worry about bodyguards, mafia politics, or arguments in marble dining rooms. At once I feel hollow, but only fo