One Night Only (#1 Inferno Trilogy)
I don't know what he wants and what he doesn't want anymore.
I fall asleep for a moment, but I have strange dreams. It's a huge house and it seems to be from the suburbs. Suddenly, a dark-haired, tanned-skinned, tattooed man appears. I don't see his face. He lays me down on a desk and grabs my legs. I just sob. He unbuttons his pants and pulls them down to take me by force, without contemplation or anything, while I cry out in desperation. I cry again when I wake up. I sweat and keep sobbing.