Paramore Hate To See Your Heartbreak Novels & Stories

I didn't even glanced back before leaving how can I bare this pain how can I handle this how can I live without her she is my beautiful dream how can it turn into a worst nightmare I hate it I'm hating it I'm hating myself I went to bar and started drinking untill I sober and forget her but everytime I drink I'm reminding her why she is filled in every part of my body what a irritating thing I'm hating to be like this I hate myself completely My heart lies with you Just give me back my tears in vain Just unbreak my heart my love And all the things that caused the pain Come back and give me back your hug Come back and give my love to me I can't live a single day without you

"I don’t want to see your heart more broken than it already is." Oh, Matt. You have no idea.

Their faces were a mixture of shock and surprise, never expecting to look up to find me watching them f**k. As I stood there, my eyes locked on their form, horror coursed through my veins. I couldn't tear my gaze away from the sight of Devin's naked body intertwined with that of the other woman. It was an image that seared into my mind, etching pain and betrayal deep into my heart. My heart felt like it was being ripped apart, each beat causing excruciating pain. A loud sob escaped my lips, the sound a raw manifestation of the fire burning in my chest, reducing me to ashes. Was this what heartbreak felt like? I never imagined it could be so agonizing.

So every lonely night, I sing this song I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to, but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her All alone I watch you watch her Like she's the only girl you've ever seen You don't care you never did You don't give a damn about me Yeah all alone I watch you watch her She's the only thing you've ever seen How is it you never notice That you are slowly killing me I hate you, I love you I hate that I love you Don't want to but I can't put Nobody else above you I hate you, I love you I hate that I want you You want her, you need her And I'll never be her ❤Emir

He looked at me hurt. "Mia," he began. "DON'T." I burst out, "DON'T YOU DARE! I SLAPPED THE GUY I LOVED BECAUSE OF YOU! I GOT MY HEART BROKEN BECAUSE OF YOU! DAMIEN IS LEAVING ME BECAUSE OF YOU!" I laughed humourlessly, "I was such a blind person." I held onto my hair tight, "such a blind person to not see this! Your true side...I always thought of you as the guy who could never harm anyone...BUT YOU ARE A MONSTER. HOW CAN YOU ENJOY PLAYING WITH PEOPLE'S FEELINGS. HOW CAN YOU BE SO RUTHLESS."

Please don't be in love with someone else Please don't have somebody waiting on you Please don't be in love with someone else Please don't have somebody waiting on you Feeling the weight of the heart-wrenching moment, I tore my gaze away from the painful sight of Nicholas and Samantha. I tried to redirect my attention to the band performing on stage. But the melody seemed distant, the lyrics lost in the background of my thoughts. My mind became a foggy haze, a numbing sensation enveloping my senses as the ache in my heart grew unbearable. It was as if a heavy cloud of emotions had filled my mind, leaving me unable to focus on anything but the overwhelming sorrow that gripped me. Each note of

It took everything I had not to fall back into that chair and break down in front of everyone. But not here. Not now. Just a little longer. Hold it together a little longer. Then I could go home. Lock the doors. Fall apart in the dark. Cry until I couldn’t breathe, until I emptied out every last emotion burning holes through my chest. I hated crying. But I needed this one. I needed this release or my heart would shatter under the pressure. It already was. I had so much to mourn. Amber. Our broken bond. The child I never got to know.

is it supposed to hurt this much loving others? is it supposed to be like this forever Admiring stars but not the sky I own. Wiping my tears in the cold lonely night, I stood up and lay on my bed, my head pounding like somebody just hit me with a hammer. Wrapping the sheets around me, I close my eyes with only one thought. Never again I would show my fear my weakness Even if it breaks me inside, I will never let anyone see my tears. THE NEXT MORNING. 8.00 AM

The pain was excruciating, it was breaking my heart in two. "I want to stand right here right now and start to fix my life, but my heart is too broke to cooperate with my mind." The tears and emotion I'd long been surpressing broke out and I hate it. I didn't want anyone to see me crying, I didn't want them to pity me. All I ever wanted was to look strong as always, but I didn't know why I couldn't at that moment.

Chapter Song: Good Mourning by Sophie Holohan The first time I had my heart broken was when Era rejected me when I asked to junior prom. I was very excited. I keep jumping on my bed. Writing the best letter invitation. I even asked Kim to read it for me just to see how she would react. But she couldn't feel a thing.