Love Again
I wanted to make myself believe that they didn't ruin me by stripping me of my innocence and dignity, but that they made me by doing so.
I wanted to believe it was no big deal, and that I wasn't hurt, and then I made it my lifestyle. Now, I've gone too deep I... I can't turn back.
I'm addicted, and I can't stop. I'm...
I'm a pervert. I don't deserve these kids, and I'm tired of living this way.
There's no hope for me... "She narrates and my mouth hangs open at the things I just heard.