Euphoria
Before, even the idea of a paid platonic relationship and company did not please me.
You offer your time, and presence to someone. You invest yourself in someone in exchange for money. That is emotional engagement and to me, it isn’t far from sexual engagement. I found that unfair to the man who pays for your relationship and to you who fools yourself into liking someone for money. Of course, that isn’t the same for everyone but I just couldn’t fathom it. Yet ironically, here I am.
Maybe I just have to go with it. Just like everything else, this too will pass. Maybe it isn’t that bad.
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