Sad Eyes On My Block Novels & Stories

“WELL, WELL, WELL—I'M GOING TO BE CHOOSING THE BEST COUPLE FOR TONIGHT’S SHOW TO COME GIVE US SOME SMOOOOTH MOVES.” This. This is what life outside Michael’s world feels like. I feel like I’ve been in chains for years. Even though I’m not completely free yet, nothing compares to this sense of liberation. “I SEE THEM! EVERYONE, MAKE WAY FOR THE MOST BEAUTIFUL DAMSEL IN L.A, THE LADY IN THE SHINY RED DRESS AND HER MAN IN A BLACK SUIT!!!” I turned around in search of the couple, but immediately froze the moment the light dropped on us.

Maya watched from her window as some of the neighbors gathered around him, their faces filled with empathy and understanding. For a moment, Maya forgot about her own pain. From her own window, she spotted Liam, pacing up and down in his room. She watched as he settled onto his bed, wiping a rough hand over the cuts on his face, blood oozing through his fingers. For a moment, Maya forgot her own pain, transfixed by the sight before her. Was he sad? Earlier, he had stood before everyone, looking like he didn't care about anything, but now she saw a hint of pain and anger etched onto his face.

His brows furrowed as he scrutinized me. He had likely long forgotten what I had looked like the last time I miscarried. Now, he too thought I was faking it. Vanessa stepped forward first, her expression filled with disgust. "OMG, did you just pee yourself?” she gasped. She raised her voice deliberately, ensuring everyone’s attention shifted to my legs. A crushing wave of humiliation swallowed me, choking the air from my lungs. Instinctively, I turned to Lucas again. "Lucas, please… help me. My stomach—it hurts so much," I pleaded.

I beg you. I crouched down as I rubbed my palms against my head. I'm begging you. My Lord. Have mercy on me. Have mercy on my daddy. I don’t know how long I’ve been crying there. My knees are numb but I don't feel well. My throat hurts so much from crying and shouting. I don’t care about myself. I just want my daddy to wake up again. "Ma'am Sadie, I saw your cellphone in the Villa. Someone is calling." I looked up at daddy's security as he approached me. When I looked outside they were there and guarding so no one could enter. I took the cellphone from him and he quickly came out again.

" I sighed, externally this time. "I told you walking isn't safe at this hour but you... you never listen to me" I could see a deep sadness in his black eyes, and his words meant more than what he was letting on. It was as if he was reprimanding me for more than just the present moment. "I know" I sighed.

I got back to his place, it six already and it was dark and quiet he was not there. Suddenly my tears started to fall, he said he would wait for me. I didn't know why I felt so sad, he was probably having dinner with Drew. I took off my shoes and put my purse by the coffee table then walk out to his balcony, suddenly I was feeling very claustrophobic.

My eyes bloodshot red, tears streaming down without stopping. "You are not angry, you are just sad. And I want you to suffer. If you die you will get what you want 'peace' and I don't want that to happen. You know what is scarier than death? It's life! " I couldn't stand him anymore. I rapidly took steps backwards and started to run out of the room.

Playlist~ Emma Bale - All I Want Jay was still in shock when he saw his friend lying down there lifeless. Of all the worst things he might have expected, this was beyond expectations. His legs were wobbling and his body shuddered and his eyes were getting blurry with tears. His legs couldn't carry him to where Drake's body was lying.

I dесіdе tо hіdе the mеѕѕаgе іn оnе оf mу аrсhіvе fоldеrѕ, just іn саѕе Blаkе ѕuѕресtѕ I’m up to nо gооd with аll this free tіmе hе’ѕ left mе wіth. I gо bасk tо bеіng bоrеd оut оf mу skull аrоund Blаkе аnd Brenda’s араrtmеnt, but thе wіnd іѕ nоw out оf mу sails. The аngеr hаѕ dissipated. Strаngеlу, іn іtѕ place is sadness. Thеrе wаѕ a moment lаѕt night when Blake аnd I were оnе hundrеd percent соnnесtеd.