Novel & Cerita Said I Loved You But I Lied

Love was such a torment. So I lied again. I lied to my heart as if it would suppress down every pain and rejection. I don't love him anymore. _________________________

I sobbed hysterically, letting out all the pain from the last few years. Arthur stood up and pulled me into a tight hug. "I truly love you, Ella," he said hoarsely. "I'm just fooling around with her. She's nothing but a toy to pass the time to me. Please believe me when I say that I love you. I don't love her. With the Moon Goddess as my witness, I swear that I love you, Ella." I shoved him away and roared, "Love me? Why did you cheat on me if you love me? Is this your way of loving someone? This isn't how you love someone, Arthur!"

Cried when I mentioned the babies we lost. And for the first time in years, I felt seen. I should’ve known better. Because love—true love—doesn’t grow from wreckage unless something else is buried beneath it. And the man I started to fall for? He wasn't my husband. Not really. He was a lie dressed in my husband's skin. Now I’m trapped in a web I didn’t spin, playing wife to a man who was sent to end me. And the worst part? I think I love him.

He flinched like I hit him. “I loved you every single day. That part was never a lie…You have to believe that.” He said standing up from his seat “How am I supposed to believe anything you tell me?” “Because it’s the one thing I never managed.” “Everything else, the documents, the story, the trust, I controlled all of it. I planned for every contingency. But loving you wasn’t something I decided to do. It happened, and once it happened, I couldn’t undo it, no matter how much I told myself I should.”

"I'm sorry, I can't do this speech and it was going really bad anyways... I just want to— I have to make a confession. I want to confess that I'm a liar, I was a shitty person, a shitty friend to the one person who would always have my back no matter what. I betrayed your trust, your love, I betrayed you. And I'm so sorry. I cannot express enough how much I have missed you since the day you said you were done with me. I'm so sorry for all the things I did and I can't tell you how much I love you. I don't care anymore. But I want to tell you guys that I fell in love in this place, I fell in love a little when I watched this person walk in the hallways with that huge radiant smile, always smil

“Not…not until she was older—walking, talking when she shouldn’t, hitting milestones too early. By then, you’d already been so in love with her, I didn’t want t—” “You’ve been lying to me this whole time. You—you—were you just waiting for the right moment to make a meal of me? Turn me into a monster, too? Is Valerie just another one of your lies? A demon from her mother’s womb?” “Jerry, that’s enough!” “What else have you been lying about? Is your name even Helena?” Helena looked around the room, her shoulders weighed down by the heat of the conversation and the accusatory questions the man she loved kept throwing at her. She gave another sigh, one laden with resignation and fatigue. “No…no,

She couldn’t stop thinking the words—I love him, I love him, I love him—and then they tumbled from her mouth before she could catch them. “I love you.” She looked into his eyes. “I love you, Trent.” He took a deep breath. She couldn’t read his expression at all, and it seemed like he’d hidden himself away from her in that moment. “You told me that you didn’t love me anymore,” was his eventual reply, his voice hoarse with emotion. “Or was that a lie?” “You know that was a lie. I already told you it was.” She struggled to explain herself. “I said that because I wanted someone to blame for what happened. I wanted you to hurt as much as I did.” Tears pricked at her eyes. “But I’m not lying now.”

He's lying again? "I-I don't believe to you a-anymore... Thyro! I-If you love me, why are you k-keep lying to me? I can't believe that p-person I'm slowly falling in love with you-show me and f-feed me lies, I don't know what to do... I'll trust you again!" I said sobbing, while trying to get out of his tight embrace on me.

"Please be home. Please, please, please—" His mind was replaying everything. Every moment he'd pushed her away. Every time she'd looked at him with hope in her eyes and he'd crushed it with carefully chosen words designed to hurt. 'I don't love you.' The biggest lie he'd ever told anyone in his life. And now she was dying because of him. Because he did love her. Because the spell had known the truth even when he'd refused to say it. "I love you," he sobbed. "I love you, I love you, fuck, Peggy, I love you—"

“Too bad I can’t believe you because everything about us was a lie. God, I fell in love with you, and you were lying the entire time.” My throat clogs with emotion. “You love me?” I ask hoarsely. “I thought I did,” she answers quietly, walking past me and throwing the suitcase on her bed. “I thought I loved you more than I’ve ever loved someone else. Now I don’t know what I feel. It’s hard to love something when everything’s a lie.”