Selfish Self Insert Novels & Stories

I swallowed nervously but nodded. “That isn't an answer." I closed my eyes, feeling guilty and regretful. "Goddamn it! I love her okay! You are the most selfish person I know! All you do is put yourself first and always want to be in the spotlight, you don't think about others or the problems you're causing!”

Just as I was sinking deeper into frustration, that voice familiar, sharp, impossible to ignore cut through the silence again. “Stop it!” I jerked upright, heart racing. There it was, clear as day, right inside my head. The same voice that had haunted my thoughts since Blue Moon. “Stop what?” I muttered, half to myself, half hoping it would answer. “Trying to force it. You’re making it worse.” I clenched my fists, jaw tight. “Then what am I supposed to do? Just wait around for some miracle?” “Not wait. Listen. Learn. You’re not the same as before. You have to find your own way now.”

My whole body seemed to be engulfed in fire. I grabbed a handful of his hair to pull him. My lids were heavy when our gazes met. His eyes probably mirrored the desire burning in mine. "Vlad..." I muttered while admiring him. Is it okay to be selfish just for today? It's my birthday, right? I have at least one wish to make. Can it be him? Would it be okay to only think about myself, just for once? I promise it will be the last time. I will be selfish and forget about all the consequences. I will deal with them later. For now...

Lie and omit about the bizarre creature I am and I insist on hiding in this good man make-up? There is a bunch of shit, you can’t say which is worst, but, even so, I have to explain what happened. After they heard attentively, Connor made a huge effort to try to minimize the fuck up situation I’m at and, as always, he filled my head with his positivity taken out of a self help book. “Be… be calm, this… this is a se… self know… self knowledge mo… moment fo… for the tw… two of you, all… all is we… well that end’s we… well.”

At that point, I did not need my mother to feel disappointed in me, as I was already feeling disappointed in myself for the both of us. I have been so selfish no matter how much I tried to persuade people into thinking that I was altruistic, I was extremely selfish. I wanted to save my country, but I did not want to fight for it. I wanted the Sorceress and the Lycan Beast to help me, but I did not want to fulfill my end of the seal. I was so selfish that I asked the Sorceress to bring an innocent young woman from another timeline, from another land, and manipulated this person into trusting me and sacrificing herself instead of me. There was no doubt, I was the worst.

I said softly. “I do not want you smaller.” He looked up. “I want all of you. The full size of you. And if the full size of you includes—” He stopped. Breathed through whatever it cost him to say the next part. “If it includes him, then I would rather have all of you with that complication than a version of you that is missing something.” He held my gaze. “That is not generosity. I want to be clear about that. It is entirely selfish. I want you whole.” Something moved through my chest that had no name.

And look where it got us. How dared I think of doing it again? I stepped back from Red, her touch suddenly burning me. "If you choose her, you'll just let her die too. You don't care enough. You've always been selfish." Selfish. Selfish. Selfish. The word began to pelt all over, leaving welts of pain on my body. The welts were so itchy. I started to scratch. The itch didn't reduce. I need to get out of these clothes.

Her smile showed off yellow teeth with a hint of a chili pepper stuck between them. I almost dropped my phone, feeling sick to my stomach. I tried to explain it was not me, but he had already blocked me. Fuming, I turned to Sadie and demanded, "Why did you use my phone without asking? "And who gave you permission to send that awful photo?" Sadie just rolled her eyes and snapped, "As if your plain face could keep a guy's attention. I did you a favor by using my photo, and you don't even appreciate it!"

“I told her that the best revenge is to rise. To stand up, dust yourself off, and show the world that you are more than what he tried to make you believe. Change the personality he knows, love yourself, pamper yourself, treat yourself right, increase the price of being connected to you and always walk with your shoulders high." His words hit something deep inside me. Rise, Dust myself off. "You know why I said that?" He continued. I shook my head. "Because she needed to understand that the most beautiful love story she could ever write was the one where she fell in love with herself, and in doing so, she would discover that she was the missing piece she had been searching for all along." I n

I… succumbed ‘Is he right? I’m I really selfish? I… I’m doing this for myself? I’ve done everything for myself all my life haven’t I? When the kingdom was at stake and I needed to strengthen Zephyr by mating with him, I was busy thinking about my hatred for him. I chose my feelings over his mission. I was being selfish. I have always been like this. I…”