Selfish Self Insert の小説・ストーリー

He put a little stress over the word ‘like’ which added more pink to my cheeks. And I had to agree with his words. I had always been myself in front of Lucius, but there was still some shyness in my heart that prevented me from acting casually to him, but now I could feel myself opening more and showing him more colors of myself. “I decide to be more selfish,” I said honestly, “ I learn that there would be things that I would lose if I am not selfish.” Lucius was curious as to why I said so, he asked with a voice full of interest, “how so?”

ELENA I AM… I AM… I am selfish. I only care about myself. I only care about what I want. No one else matters… just the goal ahead. The words echoed in my head like a bitter chant, hollow and sharp, cutting through my conscience like broken glass. Am I wrong for acting the way I did?

It was as if I discovered a new facet of myself through him, a version that I had never known before. I have a deep inspiration, trying to calm the tumult in my mind. "Flery? No, not yet," I whispered in a low voice, almost as if I had to convince myself. "If all this should stop one day, you might as well enjoy it. Just a little more ..." I knew it was selfish, but maybe, for once, I deserved to be selfish.

They were only the attitudes that had come out based on what had happened in my life, the people I'd met, and the lessons they'd taught me. The real me inside. The person I'd always been, the person I never had to pretend to be… was a selfish woman, and my fingers itched to pick something else. We can always overcome it. If you pick the wrong thing, you won't die. You definitely won't be the one dying because you're smarter and stronger than that. Even if we make a mistake, we can get out of here alone, and… Damn it, Luna! The fact that that thought crossed my mind… there it was again. I was being selfish again. This stupid behavior of mine, embedded deep within my soul. It was impossible to

Anger boils within me and I lose all control of myself, recollecting all the years of bullying I endured. I couldn't help but yell, "I DO NOT CARE WHAT YOUR INTENTION IS, BUT I HOPE THAT ONE DAY, WHENEVER IT IS, YOU HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO BLAME YOURSELF FOR BEING A PATHETIC BITCH. ALL YOU DO IS TRY TO LURE GUYS BY WEARING SHORT PANTS OR DRESS! YOU SHOULD REALLY LOOK INTO THE MIRROR TO SEE HOW PATHETIC YOU LOOK BECAUSE AT THE END OF THE DAY, YOU ARE JUST GOING TO HURT SOMEONE ELSE AND MAY BE EVEN YOURSELF." With that, I exit the toilet with small whispers that could heard before the door of the toilet is closed and I try to calm myself down before entering the classroom.

i nod understanding whats happening and decide to try and help out. i walk up to the fight and just as they are about to go at it again i yell,“ENOUGH!” The vampires turn their heads towards me, eyes blazing with fury. For a split second, everything goes silent. The vampires, the crowd, even the birds overhead, all seem frozen in time. i walk up to them, “it doesn’t have to be this way. We can find a peaceful solution to this. ” My voice trembles slightly, but I stand my ground. The brother who has the less scratches walks over to me and smells me making it obvious whats he’s doing, “and little human, just what do you propose we do?” i gulp hoping my plan works.

His scent, his body heat, made me feel a stability I had never known. Joseph's Adam's apple bobbed; his eyes were filled with pain. "But, Harper, I can't live without you. I loved you most—have you forgotten?" "You pushed me away, time after time," I pulled up my sleeve, revealing the small scars remaining on my arm. "Every scar is a witness." His gaze darkened, heavy with deep self-reproach. I leaned against Adrian. "Joseph, go home. I'm happy here." He screamed, clutching his head.

Ha, like I would even go to a party if my life depended on it. Should I take his apple laptop? Nah, not good enough, I know it would affect him but what the heck would I do with it that I can't do on my phone?. I need something which would affect him and benefit me at the same time. Don't look at me like that, I'm not selfish, he deserves it and it's selfLove tho. Munching on my favourite biscuit, an idea struck, *food* yeah food!. I jumped of my bed and did a booty shake. I can see your face now, told u am crazy.

“If I was lying to you, I'm certain you would have left. All I am saying is open your eyes and don't let someone use you all in the name of the help they want to render or some loyalty. Find your core principle and shed anything that is stopping you from being yourself.” “Why are you being so nice to me? Is there something you want from me?” “If I want anything, it is for you to know yourself, find yourself and be happy with yourself. If you will help me here, it is a secondary need. Only a saved wolf can think about saving others. I have realized that a long time ago and I am strictly having those close to me follow it.” “I'm at my doorstep. I will see you tomorrow. For now, I want to go to

"Madison and I have always been open. You're the one who's always scheming and playing dirty." "Ed—" Edward stiffened suddenly. That had been Younger Me speaking. I pressed on as if I'd lost all strength, saying, "I don't want to stay trapped in the past anymore. I don't want to stay trapped here." I didn't want to keep waking up every night from nightmares filled with a baby's cries. I definitely didn't want to keep living like some kind of criminal, prone to the curses and humiliation of anyone. I had been telling the truth when I said I really had gone back to my own room. But why had no one believed me?