Semoga Lelah Menjadi Lillah Novels & Stories

“Rest. You are tired and not thinking clearly.” I was loathe to admit it, but in this, Lilith was right. With her help, I cleared my mind as best I could. I cried a little longer, but then my body was totally exhausted.

Lillian laid down on her bed and let out a huge, troubled sigh. “What a shitty day.” She said in a low tone. Her phone pinged. she picked it up and saw a message from Zack. Text conversation: Zack: I got rid of it. You okay? Lillian: I’m fine. Just pissed about the whole thing. She was quiet for days. I should’ve known that she was up to something. Zack: Try not to waste your energy on her." Lillian: I’m exhausted. I’m going to take a nap and then study later. I’ll see you at the office tomorrow.

“Look at our lovey-dovey couple today. They seem to be the happiest among us.” “No one is happier than Eden and Aciel. Geez, you guys make me jealous!” Laila exclaimed excitedly. Eden, who was teased so much by her friends, was only able to smile. The sleepiness in her eyes made her unable to react more enthusiastically to reply to Laila and Nathan's teasing. "Don't tease me guys, I'm so tired. Aren't you sleepy?" She yawned along with the last words she said to her friends. She didn't seem likely to last long at the table with a glass of wine.

REALITY DELILAH God, I’m tired. I know I have been pushing myself when Miles is home, but is it normal to want to sleep every time Lola is down? Maybe I am just catching up. I make sure that Miles gets his time with Lola when he’s on the road, but when she’s asleep, I generally am as well. The text chats are awesome and who doesn’t love getting off? I’m just tired at night. Come to think of it, I feel hornier than usual besides being fatigued. Great combo.

PLEASE BE ALIVE THANK YOU VERY MUCH Lili: I am alive Brye, stop over exaggerating everything, I’ll be back by Monday, it’s not like the weekend is too long Riri: Still too long FOR ME, okay. Can’t I call or you’re busy? Lili: I can’t right now, everyone is asleep so I can’t be noisy, who knows, baka sumigaw sigaw ka jan and mag hyperventilate ka, baka ikaw yung mamatay Riri: Shut up, can’t I miss you in the short span? Wala akong drinking buddy, so I’m kinda kawawa here in my unit

An evening that ended without exhaustion. These were not milestones. They were patterns. One evening, Nathaniel said quietly, “I used to think the goal was to master time.” “And now,” Lillian asked. “And now I think the goal is to live inside it,” he replied. She smiled. “That’s harder.” “Yes,” he agreed. “Because you can’t dominate it.” The shape of days also revealed fatigue they had not yet addressed. Some mornings arrived heavy despite rest. Some afternoons felt thin. Emotional energy fluctuated without clear cause.

If Caelum does not return by tomorrow, let Regaleon know. That’s if he doesn’t already know. Lillia exhaled quietly, leaning against the railing as her gaze trailed downward. Just do it. Lillia was a mess. Her physical and emotional state of being was in chaos, and this naturally took its toll on her injured body. She dragged her body up, using the solid stone for support, and as pain shot through her, she winced, but regardless, she managed back to the bed. I will consider it. That was the last thing she remembered muttering before the physical and mental exhaustion claimed her.

"I'm tired, Aaron.." Lily looked down again, her lips pressed tightly together as if holding back something. Then, suddenly, the dam seemed to break. “I’m just...so exhausted.” Her voice wavered, the words spilling out in a rush. “From the thoughts, from the voices in my head that never stop and from repeating all these stuff as well. Everything feels so heavy, like it’s crushing me from the inside and I don’t know how to get away from it. It’s like I can’t breathe sometimes.”

Key I'm tired, really, today my whole body feels crushed. My mind is a mess, and I really want to rest in peace on my bed. Have a sweet dream and wake up feeling refreshed in the morning. I know, I can be said to be quite spoiled. But believe me, I'm getting tired of what we've been going through these past few months. I've always wanted a life like in the Disney movies , to be a princess to be exact. I'm sure they will never get tired of their fun life. I'm tired of the people who rule us, I'm tired of the problems in my life. I just want to sleep, at least I can close my eyes without having to think otherwise. For example have to think about the state of the mother, revenge and all.

Leilah said. "Just find a place and sleep and when I say sleep I mean you should have a very deep rest not for you to think, try and not think about anything, not even yourself, just sleep because the tension is too much, in the process of looking out for others you will end up losing yourself or you can even fall sick you don't know." Aliah replied.