Fall For My Ex's Mafia Dad
I lean into him and then feel a twist of discomfort in my stomach when I remember…well, that someone else was keeping me warm with their body heat just a couple of hours ago.
God, I wonder suddenly, am I a slut?
My mind starts to race, my body going tense as I consider the fact that I’m letting Ivan hold me on the deck of my father’s house when only a few hours ago, his enemy – my boss, and maybe… my boyfriend? – was…
God. Maybe I am a slut.
Is it a bad thing to be a slut? I wonder frantically. Should I be sitting here, slut-shaming myself, or should I – like Janeen says – just give in to the impulses of my body and not bother with puritanical questions of shame –