Since You Pushed My Love Aside Novels & Stories

He nibbled under her neck and whispered an aroused voice, 'Let's get married, Baby'. She stuttered, 'I-I won't be able to do it without my brothers'. He stared at her and pushed her away. He raised his eyebrows and bellowed, 'You better go back'. She trembled and said, 'You know I cannot go back there now. I need a little time to deal with them'. He caressed his right eyebrow and licked his dry lips and shouted, 'You're using me for your own good? If you love me, you have to. A real lover can die in the name of love. What kind of love do you have?

VENUS The thing about hearing I love you from someone you’ve been quietly bleeding for is that… it’s never clean. It doesn’t just land like a soft kiss; it hits like a collision. It shoves open doors you’d boarded up, shines light in corners you’ve been keeping dark on purpose. The me before Gerald happened would've been estatic, Happy that he finally felt the same. But now? I didn't feel good enough for anyone. So I decided that I'd push him away.

he said, why push me away at first? “I can't do this,” I said. He moved my hand towards his heart. “I can't do this Kieran, I don't want to love you and then get pushed away again. We should forget about what happened today and that day, I need to focus on too many things I don't think I can do these now,” I said. I can't watch him choose another woman later while I loved him and I can't make things more difficult as they were. “I am sorry, I don't feel any mate pull and I don't believe in anything like a second chance mate,” I said, looking away, I felt him pull away, and stood straight.

Life had taught me resilience during these past arduous years without Athara, and I knew that dwelling on what could not be would only hinder my ability to move forward. With renewed determination, I took a deep breath and pushed the weight of disappointment aside. I pondered upon the significance of that fleeting encounter, choosing to view it not as a cruel trick of fate, but as a symbol that love—a love that transcends time and space—exists beyond the tangible realm.

But he drew back and hugged me tightly instead. “I can’t make love to you, Baby girl.” His voice was still hoarse, he was breathing hard, and I could feel his heart beating fast. “Because you don’t love me anymore..” I whispered. I still remember when he told me he could only make love to someone he loved. “Jesus, Baby girl!” He pushed me away so fast as if I had stung him and turned his back toward me, shoving his fingers through his hair.

"Stay here with Amanda, Ms. Sanders. I'll take care of the fees." Tears welled up in Charlotte's eyes as she stared at Jonathan gratefully. He patted her shoulder soothingly but shot me a dark look. "Tessa, if you apologize to Ms. Sanders and Amanda now, we can move past this." His words stabbed through me like a dagger. The burning sensation on my calf was nothing compared to my heartbreak at that moment. I stared at the man I had loved for the last six years. A bitter smile etched upon my bloodless face as I relented. "Fine. I'm sorry."

You made me feel your love for me by giving me your love baby but I only felt your love when you left me, love. I'm bad, right baby that I'm telling you that I only felt your love when you left me even after you spent years with me. But trust me when I say that was the time when I felt your love strongly. Yes, love even though I was thinking that I was taking revenge on you, I was feeling your love but my ego was big that time baby, and that hid your love for me but more than that it hid my love for you, baby. Yeah, baby, I didn't only feel your love but also realized my love for you, baby.

He smiled at me one last time before leaving. When I got back home, I lay down on the bed and looked up to the ceiling where those neon stars were hung but seemed so far away from me now. My dream of being with him had only ever been a dream--it could never really happen now because he belongs to someone else. Tears started welling up in my eyes; maybe I'd fallen hard for him? Could it be more than a crush? Could this be love? But no...it's too late now even if that was the case. With those thoughts, I cried myself to sleep.

I had to be, or else Kain would toss me aside for someone else. I swallowed hard. That thought did not make me feel good at all. I couldn’t let him throw me away. Not after everything I had been through in order to get him to give me a chance. I just had to push down whatever feeling this was until I didn’t have such qualities anymore.

I wanted to stop. “ You still think it’s wrong...? Hailey, no matter how many times you try to push me away I'd still be here. Deep down you love me and you don’t wanna let go. The depth of my love for is incomprehensible, my feelings for you are unimaginable. You complete me… stop pushing me away… look at me” “No Jake. I can’t”