Novel & Cerita Since You Pushed My Love Aside

She let out a small sad smile. "Am I ready to face another hell tomorrow. Or was I ever ready to face this hell in which I already am." In order to hate you, I kept on pushing you away. But How stupid of me to not able to see bow mad your love is. Because I didn't know in trying to push you away I am ending up pulling you closer. ____________________________________________ Next will be updated soon. Do like and give feedback. Spread the purple heart.

I kick my stupid feelings aside and push him away. "No we are not meant to be!" I try to push him away but he grabs my waist even tighter, his eyes pinned on me. "Then tell me why... Tell me why I can't stay mad at you! Why I can't stop thinking about you! Why I can't stop dreaming about you! I don't fucking love you! I'm not inlove with you! It's Heaven I love! So tell me why! Why it's not her I think about all the fucking time! Why it's not her I dream about! I want it to be her! Not you! "

Tam squeezed her hands softly, answering her, "There is no reason to apologize because it is not like you said something untrue. I do love him still, but I pushed somewhere back in my heart, this love, not to think about it, only from time to time when I feel that my world will collapse and I need to have something beautiful in my life. Then I leave myself flooded by that love, and I think, what if?"

I couldn't breathe. "There was a time," I said, and my voice came out thinner than I wanted. "There was a time when we were in the same place, Crew. When we understood each other. And then you pushed me away. You pushed me so far away and you made it so clear that I needed to stay there, and now you're standing here telling me you love me like I'm supposed to just—" I stopped. "That is not an explanation. That is not an answer." "I know," he said.

No matter how much I try to push you away, no matter how much I tell myself that I've moved on, I can't stop loving you. It was just at the sound of those words being spoken from her lips, at that very moment, that I, in some strange desire, wished for them, even at the same time wishing she hadn't said it, that she had known the pain in her soul these words had caused. I reached out and gently wiped her tears away with my thumb.

he said “That is ridiculous” I scoffed “You don’t think I know that?” He asked. "Love is overrated “period. I replied. "Friendship isn't? I know what you are trying to do Liz. You are pushing me away. It’s what you do. You push people away, whenever you see people getting close to you. You push them far away. You are scared of commitment, you are scared that someone might figure you out" He paused and continued "I don't know what you are doing to me. You are like a piece of art, Liz, exceptional, and pretty”

I would always be at his side. I let my eyes close. I felt his warmth next to me and I was happy. "Don't you miss me though, gorgeous?" It felt like Liam was beside me, holding me along with Jax. "I do, but you don't love me." I said, probably in a dream. "I do love you, I never loved anyone like I love you or Jax. Don't you see that is why I push you away. My love doesn't belong to you." "But it does, Liam. I hope you realize that before it's too late. If you lost us completely, I know you will never forgive yourself."

*But instead, I keep pushing her away, making her resent me more with each passing day. Our relationship was never this way. In the beginning, there was warmth, trust, even laughter. Now, every attempt I make to show her love only drives her further away. It’s as though I’m trying to hold water in my hands, but the tighter I grip, the more it slips through my fingers. She’s drifting, and I don’t know how to bring her back to me.

she scoffed, and barged inside. "You have to go…" he said regrettably. I couldn't believe he said that. How come everyone was just pushing me away like I was nothing in the first place? Was it my turn to be pushed away? It was just love! But this was a matter of life and death! Why was karma doing that to me? But was it karma? Because I was damn innocent! "No, no, no, you're not letting me go, are you?" I stammered, letting those rivers flow again from my eyes.

“𝗪𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝗜 𝗽𝘂𝘀𝗵𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗮𝘄𝗮𝘆, 𝗵𝘂𝗺𝗶𝗹𝗶𝗮𝘁𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂... 𝘄𝗵𝘆 𝗱𝗶𝗱𝗻’𝘁 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗿𝗲𝘀𝗶𝘀𝘁?” “𝗕𝗲𝗰𝗮𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗜 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲𝗱 𝘆𝗼𝘂,” 𝗝𝗮𝗰𝗸 𝘀𝗮𝗶𝗱, 𝘄𝗶𝘁𝗵𝗼𝘂𝘁 𝗵� ��𝘀𝗶𝘁𝗮𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻. “𝗔𝗻𝗱 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲𝘀, 𝘄𝗵𝗲𝗻 𝘆𝗼𝘂 𝗹𝗼𝘃𝗲 𝘀𝗼𝗺𝗲𝗼𝗻𝗲, 𝘆𝗼𝘂’𝗱 𝗿𝗮𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿 𝗯𝗲 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗵𝘂𝗿𝘁 𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗺.”