Sudah Dibantu Tapi Tidak Tau Diri Novels & Stories

"I had a feeling about you and that you had to stay.” “Why?” I looked at Troy again. I needed help, but he did not offer it. I was certain he was trying to teach me some kind of lesson. That, or he was just curious to see how I’d handle the situation. “I don’t know, Ida,” I said at length. “I just knew I couldn’t ignore it.” I glowered at Troy while I mind linked with him. “Very helpful. Thanks.” He just laughed. “You should trust yourself more. I won’t always be there to help you out. You did fine.”

“I do have trust issues. How could I not?” “I know, and I'm here to help you deal with that.”

Mabuti na lamang at maraming tao ang nakakita at natulungan agad kaya ngayon ay nakahiga siya ngayon sa kama. Nanghihina siya ngunit mas mabuti ito kesa inatake at naging paralisado. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin ko kapag nangyari 'yon. Mabuti na lamang at nag-insist ang kapitbahay namin na bantayan muna ako kapatid ko para maayos kong mabantayan si mama.

“So what do I do?” His gaze softened slightly. “You let us help you. You don’t go anywhere alone. You learn what you are, what it means, so you can control it.” Control it. I didn’t even know how to begin doing that. I turned away from him, pressing my hands against the edge of the desk, gripping it like it was the only thing keeping me upright. My heart pounded against my ribs, too fast, too erratic. “I don’t know if I can do this.”

“I don’t know how you must be feeling.” “Quite terrible,” I chuckled even when it sounded forced. “But right now you need to be with her and try to help. She cannot do this without you. Help her recover her memories.” “But I can’t do anything to help. She seems to have so much support from Asher. I can’t do anything. I barely know her so how will I help?”

And yes, I start to do it. ‘What next?’ was the question I threw to myself as I take the uncomfortable steps out of here. I was limping on one foot, which was the right one that I’ve managed to get a grip of. But the truth remains that I am unaware of what I am supposed to do next because I am not sure where I am and I cannot tell if I would be able to outrun anyone with my weary body.

Or maybe he didn't even know when he lost it. I don't know if he can hear me, but I feel like I need to tell him something. I begin, massaging his temple with one hand. "You know, Jerol, a lot of things are happening that you are not aware of. Your company needs you, but you need to recover first. I want to help you, but I don't know how to. It's so difficult to help someone when you don't even have any idea where to begin, what to say or do. I need you to help me help you, Jerol. Stop punishing yourself like this, please. It's hurting everyone, even your parents. I..." I stop when I see tears dropping from his eyes. Does this mean he can hear me? I wipe them away. "I need you to be okay, Je

I replied. I extended my legs and raised a hand over my head. It hurt when I did that, but I would not make it difficult for him if he was going through all this trouble to help me. “Do you know how long you’ve been down here?” I shook my head. My memory was as fuzzy and weak as my entire body. To tell you the truth, I wouldn’t recognize myself if someone held a mirror to my face. “Your name, how ‘bout that? Can you tell me what that is? Or your home address, so I can take you there. I’m sure someone’s missing you. Perhaps a wife or girlfriend. What about kids?”

That so-called curse is lifted. This is the first time I actually thought of spending it properly. At dahil mga normal kami o ako ngayong araw, wala akong kakayahan para magpunta sa kung saan-saan. Isa pa, 'di ko alam kung saan din ako pupunta. So, naisip ko nalang na puntahan nalang itong si Dummy. I'm a type that doesn't ask for help. I like doing things my own. But, I guess I'm kinda eating that because I really need her help. I just thought she could help me, though.

The only friend I had wasn't on speaking terms with me and it's been long I saw him. "I need your suggestion, I'm confused," I said as if I was forcing myself to speak. Fact was I felt numb already, I didn't know what to do and I didn't like it as it was so unlike me to not know what to do. "Of course you are confused," he said. "Everyone is confused!" He said firmly. "But that confusion shouldn't block your thinking faculty from working at the right time properly, should it?" He snorted. "I have never done this before but I need your help," I said to Phillip.