Te Necesito Novels & Stories

Desire. “I need…” My voice breaks. “Need what?” he asks, his breath brushing against my mouth. Tears sting my eyes as the words tumble out. “I need to forget,” I whisper. “Just for a bit.”

The familiar feeling of tears in my nose hits me, and I bite my lip to stop myself from crying. “How would you know what I need? What I need is my pup. Can you do that? Can you bring my pup back? No, you can’t, so don’t tell me what I need. I need my pup, and I need to be alone.” I growl out at her, flashing my fangs.

"You really need someone who'll tell you what living and being alive is." I shake my head. Someone huh? I don't need someone who'll make me introduce what living is. I can do that...on my own way.

She whispers in my ear. “Sakhi mne, chto delat. Sakhi mne, chto tebe nuzhno, I eto budet sdelano.” (Tell me what to do. Tell me what you need and it will be done.) She says and I start to shake fighting the sobs and I know I’m going to break down. Why can’t I catch a motherfucking break? What did I do to deserve this bullshit? “I need my phone, my laptop, my team, and a jet.” I say and I move back from her and she searches my eyes and nods her head.

"I need to make a call. Please, let me call a friend. I just need to tell her that I'm all right." "Her?"

I fucking needed this. "I've missed your ass, girl."

I need your attention. I need to know that I matter to you, just once. Why can’t you see me the way I see you? Why can’t you care? Every time you pull away, every time you don’t look at me, it pulls me deeper into this. I need you to notice. I need you to feel it too. But you don’t. And I don’t know how much longer I can take it.

he tells me trying to reassure me. "Yes I do need to be afraid. I have my kids to think about. It's not just you and me, its you, me, my kids, your kids, its so much more. My kids have been through hell, I can't hurt them again. If it was just me this would be the easiest decision of my life, but it's not. I have to put them before me. I need you to understand we need time and you and I need to take this slow for our kids." I tell him panicked.

I can’t leave this office like this. I need a hug. I need my mate. “Danielle. I need you. I need you right now.” The words fell from my mouth.

Finally, I asked the only question I could. "What do you need?" The answer came almost immediately… small, broken and honest. "I don't know."