Romans & histoires The Fray Lost And Insecure Lyrics

her voice broke completely the words tearing out of her like shrapnel “i cant lose you too” Serna’s throat closed the ache in her chest spreading like fire “then you lead it” she said voice rough with everything she wasnt saying “i dont care who. but someone rides tonight or were dead by the next moon and everything weve bled for everything weve lost everything weve held onto with our teeth and our tears—its all for nothing” silence stretched thick and suffocating broken only by the wind howling through the broken windows and the distant rhythmic thud of red hollow drums that sounded like a heartbeat counting down to zero

It'd always represented my last wall of defense. "Aster, no…" Aubrey tugged at my hand, likely understanding what I was about to do. She was scared things would get out of hand, scared that her perfect family would break apart. I patted her hand and said firmly, "Some losses are necessary to keep our lives in good order, Aubrey." I slowly looked up to meet the gazes of Tristan, Anastasia, and Ophelia. With a sneer, I called out to Tristan. "Are you really sure you don't know who we are, Tristan? Are you sure you want to risk the rest of your life for these two women?"

Chaos feels so good inside, no more … I lost, I lost, I lost control again … Always do the same and I’m to blame … I lost control again … I don’t, I don’t, I don’t know who I am … Always do the same, and I’m to blame … I lost control again … I sing like I’m confessing. Like the car is a moving confessional, and the steering wheel is the only thing keeping me upright. Oh, I am feeling afraid … But lately I lost my faith … What is love without pain?

He flashes me a smile. He locks eyes with me, as he begins to sing. 🎶A broken heart is all that's left. I'm still fixing all that cracks. Lost a couple of pieces when I carried it, carried it, carried it home.🎶 He sings so beautifully. He eyes never leave mine as he let the words leave his mouth freely. 🎶I'm afraid of all I am. My mind feels like a foreign land. Silence ringing inside my head. Please carry me, carry me, carry

'Coz when nothing seems clear You'll be safe here From the sheer weight Of your doubts and fears Weary heart You'll be safe here Remember how we laughed Until we cried At the most stupid things Like we were so high But love was all that we were on We belong And though the world would Never understand This unlikely union And why it still stands Someday we will be set free Pray and believe Refrain 2: When the light disappears And when this world's insincere You'll be safe here When nobody hears you scream I'll scream with you You'll be safe here Bridge: Save your eyes From your tears When everything's unclear You'll be safe here From the sheer weight Of your doubts and fears Wounded heart When

I nod my head getting up from the couch following him, he opens the door for me and I step out and walk to the car opening the boot and putting my bags inside, he comes and puts his inside as well then closes the boot. I lean my head on the window as he drives to his parent's house, I'm listening to the song playing through the AUX, obviously my music because it's better than his. Brent Faiyaz, now that guy right there is the baby! 'I'd be all yours if my mind didn't wander I've got scars, from a life before you. Please don't think I'm insecure I just can't trust no one else Please don't think I'm insecure I just feel safe by myself'

I say quietly, my voice steady, “…we lose anyway.”

But again no one is me. I can't make it stop But I can't hold anymore. I'm losing myself slowly As days passing by lately I don't know Until, how long. I can hold on I can't sleep at nights The overthinking is not fine But I can't help it I want everything to stop please These days people scare me I can't look them into eyes These days I can't eat Because I don't feel at ease I know I'm not alone I have people around me But they don't seem to notice

The familiar feel of the keys under my fingertips is comforting. Taking a deep breath, I begin to play my second favorite song. Lost Girls. The notes flow effortlessly, each one resonating with the emotions swirling within me. As the melody fills the room, I feel a tear escape and slide down my cheek. This song has always been special to me, a reflection of my journey and my struggles. It carries the weight of my past and the hope of my future. My number one favorite song doesn’t hold hope, but Lost Girls does. Because the rawness in the lyrics and beats, they start out sad, and it only seems like it can only get sadder. Then the chorus towards the end, before the final lines... gives you ho

No upgrade for loss. What I have now is a life trapped behind my eyelids, even when they’re open. My world is texture and sound, yes, but it’s also suspicion and paranoia. It’s soft footsteps I can’t trace. Whispers I can’t locate. A knife slicing into the meat of my trust every time I try to believe someone’s voice is genuine. And I trusted them… once. I trusted the ones who I called family. My parent.