The One I Yearn For Novels & Stories

Am I going to buy her a gift, or are we going to travel abroad? Sometimes women are demanding and won’t just be thankful for what they have. I’m generous. I gave money to those who deserved it. I have a goal in life—to be best at my job, make better money, to be a well-respected businessman. Now I have everything I want, except for a woman—a woman who wants nothing from me except for an arrangement. She makes my heart throbs, my cock stiff, yet I can’t have relief. I’m falling hard. As lazy as I am to get up this early morning, I’m a little bit excited. Fine, I’m excited. I go down to my gym and run a few miles. After an hour, I sweat a lot. After my breakfast, I shower, shave, and brush my

It gives me the security of love I've longed for years. . c.m. louden

It’s just for one year I kept repeating to myself. Just One Year. What possibly could happen in just one year that hasn't happened in the last seventeen? This was no biggies, all I had to do was find Ally and she would get me through the day. "Kaya!" I would know that voice from anywhere. Step number one already covered and I hadn’t even taken my first step. So far, so good.

CADEN “Yearning,” I repeated, rubbing the back of my neck as I tried to come up with something that wouldn’t sound stupid. “I know it’s longing,” I began. “Wanting something so badly you can’t stop thinking about it. But to strengthen it, we can define it as an intense desire for someone or something.”

The perfect word is only made on her. I just want to touch those lips. I want to see the blinks of her eyes in front of me. I love to do those in my dream. Though never couldn't for real and it's not possible in the far future too. Though I can't touch her but please God at least let me see her once from closer. My yearning, will it ever be turned into reality? Will I be able to see her from closer?

I laid there with my eyes closed as all the memories flooded back. It was like seeing my life flash before my eyes. I did not need air anymore, but I felt the need to take a breath. It was a lot to take in. I had a life with Anthony. I was happy. I had friends. I was loved. What more could I have asked for? But I did ask for more… for a life with him. My want had made a dent in our relationship. I was barely around Anthony these past two years. All because I asked too much of him. Then when he grants my wish, after I promised nothing would change how I feel… I deny him. I turned away… all because he loved me enough to tell the truth.

I hoped this would be the last of it for Justin and me for real this time. “The thing is, I never realized what I had with you until you left me.” He ran his hand through the thick waves of his hair and made me cringe a little. I used to love running my fingers through his hair and enjoyed being around this man. How was it that I didn’t see the malignancy and sociopathic tendencies below the good looks? “I’ve always wanted to be in the club, you see. Needy can get me there, but I’d drop her like a bad habit if you told me you’d come back to me right now.”

Out of nowhere, like he did last time? I let out a soft laugh. God, I can’t wait to see him. Maybe I’m losing my mind. This feeling — it’s driving me insane. This longing burns straight through my chest, makes it hard to breathe. Like I’m suffocating under the weight of someone’s shadow. Someone I desperately want to hold… but who still stands far, far away. Yongju… I’m coming home. -o0o-

At that moment, I felt as though something within my heart had departed, leaving me to forget about it entirely. I knew that was my purest and deepest love for Lucian.

She rubs my legs as I stare up at the ceiling. “Mom, I don't understand what is wrong with me or why I need this so badly,” I tell her. Yes, I have always wanted an epic romance. Some great tale of love that I could tell everyone, making young girls jealous. But what I feel inside is more than that. I feel this deep, burning longing inside for a mate. This yearning that I can not control. My mind ants a mate, sure. But it is like my body needs it. I am feverish and desperate to find my mate. “Mom..”