The Words I Wish I Said Novels & Stories

She promised not to leave me behind. ['Cause what kind of guy would I be] [If I was to leave when you need me most] I'm not the one who leaves you. You're the one who let me go. I wish I could return to the time where you wanted me to go. I just want to know your reasons. [What are words] [If you really don't mean them] [When you say them]

I cried out. “If I could make a wish I would wish for you to come back to life, I would wish for none of this to happen. I would wish for us to go back to when we were friends. I would wish for us to go back to when we were kids and didn’t have to worry about anything. I would wish for you to be alive…. I am so sorry Jayden” I whimper loudly.

The words of a famous writer, my favorite author, ring in my head – “Find joy in every little thing” When I think about it, I tend to live by those words even when I am not aware of it. I never had a friend before, never knew what it was like to go out and be mischievous with friends. Never had I went to Starbucks with my friends and spoke to guys that hangout there. I would be lying if I said I did not want to experience those things. I would be lying if I said I had not dreamed about having such days with friends. I cried myself to sleep for two years from my fourteenth birthday when no one had arrived to my birthday party.

Finally, I whispered, “You know what I said to him the last time I saw him? I told him I wished he died.” Asher remained quiet. Apart from him going a little tense beside me, he gave little to no reaction. I stared straight ahead at nothing. “I told him…” my throat tightened painfully, “…that I wished he’d died with Mum and Daniel.” The words sounded uglier out loud. It was only now that I realized how cruel they were. I pressed the heels of my palms against my eyes. “What kind of person says something like that?” “Someone who was hurt,” Asher said quietly.

The light was so small and fragile, just like my hope. "Go on," Sophia urged gently. "Wish for something." Her voice was patient and kind. I closed my eyes. I wish... I wish I could stop hoping. I wish I could stop waiting for love that will never come. I wish I could accept that I am alone in this world. I wish I could learn to be enough for myself. I opened my eyes and blew out the candle. The smoke curled upward and disappeared. Sophia clapped softly. "What did you wish for?"

I don't know why but after a while when I did not feel anything and it went quiet around me I decided that I would open one eye and just take a little peak. Oh, how I wish I didn't do that. How I wish that I had just stayed there with my eyes closed until someone had come for me. How I wished I did not wish for anything bad to have happened to the man that was trying to hurt me. I don't know how many other things I also sat there thinking that I was wishing I didn't do, or had done, or just plainly done differently.

She was just fucken amazing I wished I was just sitting here throughout the day listening and talking to her. She was way better than my afternoon double date.. "I wish you were here..." I said in almost a whisper. Then she stopped talking and looked at me... 'what?' I cleared my throat, "I wish you were here with me Kathy... I wish I could call you and talk to you anytime of the day or night because you seem to understand me, sometimes even more than I think I do.. It's like with you I don't have to explain something or even myself. You don't force me to do or be something that I am not. You are gentle and caring... and very understanding.. so I wish you were here..."

Letting the weight of the wish I’d made curl into my chest like smoke. And I said the words again, just for me: I’m going to get her back. If it’s the last thing I ever do.

Caelum The second her body started shaking her pvssy locked me inside her and I lost all control coming hard inside her. Her pvssy milked every drop and f*ck I needed this. I held her in my arms, knowing that I would lose her one day though. She wasn't a side woman and I couldn't have her to myself. "I wish I could give you the life you wanted, baby. I wish I was enough. I don't know how to let you go." Those words just slipped through my lips, confessing something I didn't even realize until I said it.

Finally just a simple message: "I wish I could be there with you right now. Wait for me, Sophia." "Okay."