The Words I Wish I Said นิยาย & เรื่องราว

My breathing fastened as I shouted, and after a while, I came to the fact that I was not going out alive. Damn, I would have told Aiden I loved him more often. I wish I at least spoke to Tasha to know how our families were before all these and tell her I never intentionally forgot her. I wish I told Tash he was more of a best friend than his big brother ever will be. I wish I told Tash he is more than a friend. He is a soul mate, and I wish we fell in love in a different life, at least just so he can be genuinely happy. I wish I told Tareem that he shouldn't have bothered to teach me magic and used that opposite to just sit in silence and just enjoy each others company, and then we would hav

“Baby, I don’t wanna waste another day Keeping it inside is killing me ‘Cause all I ever wanted Comes right down to you, to you I wish that I could find the words to say Baby, I would tell you Every time you leave, I’m inconsolable.” [Song: Inconsolable by Backstreet Boys]

The words she wanted to say. “I love you, I'm so sorry, I wish things were different.” Images of her blurred into my reality and I had to pull over as I fell apart, here in the middle of nowhere away from everything and everyone I hit the steering wheel twice before I couldn’t contain the sorrow and heartache any longer and sobbed as I leaned into the wheel. She belonged home with us, I’d always known that in my soul, something pivotal had happened and I’d missed it. Whatever this was. I’d learn later just how right I had been about that thought, about her belonging.

My voice was barely a whisper, heavy with regret and an overwhelming sense of guilt. I wish I had loved her, I wish my love for her had been so consuming, so all-encompassing that she could never doubt it for a moment. I wish I had been as devoted to her as she was to me. I wish I had been a better man for her, one who would have laid down his life to protect her without hesitation. She didn't deserve what happened to her. She didn't deserve any of it. She didn't deserve a man like me in her short, beautiful life. If she had never crossed paths with me, she would still be alive today. If she hadn't been forced into marriage with me, she would be alive and happy. It's my fault. All of it. And

He just watched quietly, like he understood that the dress was only part of what was happening in the room. I looked at myself again. “I wish my grandpa was here,” I said. The words came out before I could decide whether I wanted to say them. Once they were in the air, I couldn’t take them back. “I wish he could see this,” I said. “See how happy I am. See that I didn’t stay where I was. That I found something better.” Joella moved closer. “I know,” she said.

"I long for the last words I didn't say, for the kiss I didn't know was gonna be our last and for the all that I could've asked for. I would've held your hand a little longer, would've kissed you one last time. Would've stayed when you asked for ten more minutes of my morning, would've stayed forever but you never told me that this was it. That the hasty kiss I left on your lips or the way I quickly shoved my earphones in was the last time I was I would see you. You ripped myself away from me like the last words of a book torn away in pages. All these words I write, the little things, the bigger things and the 'wish I had done that' things, Everything translates to one. I love you. You don't

XAVIER ROCKWELL I wish I found some better sounds no one's ever heard I wish I had a better voice that sang some better words I wish I found some chords in an order that is new I wish I didn't have to rhyme every time I sang I was told when I get older, all my fears would shrink But now I'm insecure, and I care what people think

I said as I softly bit my lips. “Ohhh, your wish is my command, baby girl.”