The Words I Wished I Said นิยาย & เรื่องราว

It felt lіkе a lіfеtіmе at thіѕ рrесіѕе moment. “Baby, I wіѕh I соuld mаkе іt all bеttеr. If I wеrе rich I wоuld whіѕk уоu оut there all thе tіmе in mу оwn рrіvаtе jеt.”

[Don't speak like that] I wrote my wish on the back and looked at him while I observed that he is already looking at me. [What are you looking at?] "Is that your wish?" [What's wrong with that?] "I thought you would like something more like you want to go back home," He said and looked at the wish I wrote. I wrote that 'I wish everyone I know, the people I love living on the other side, should be healthy and happy and not worry about me.' It is the same as telling you that I won't back, isn't it?

“Please don’t say anything else…” “I’m sorry, Shantal. I wish I could’ve been made perfect for you, I wish I could’ve been all that you wanted—“

He asked, "Do you want me to come wash your back for you?" I knew I had to reply but didn't know what to say. I couldn't tell him the truth, which was, yeah, I'd love that. My brain wasn't functioning correctly, so I texted, "Yeah, I wish," and hit send without thinking. That ended our texting, and all I could say was what an idiot I was. Telling him I wished he would come to wash my back made me sound desperate. The one thing I didn't want to come across as.

He stood there awkwardly, clearly struggling to find the right words. I spoke first. “You can go now. I don’t want to hear more apologies. During my time here, I’ve found myself again. I’ve rediscovered the dreams I’d abandoned, and you know me well enough to understand. If I’ve made up my mind, nothing you do can change it, especially when there’s a child involved.” This time, I turned away first. I had watched him walk away from me so many times before that this time, I wanted him to feel it.

"I long for the last words I didn't say, for the kiss I didn't know was gonna be our last and for the all that I could've asked for. I would've held your hand a little longer, would've kissed you one last time. Would've stayed when you asked for ten more minutes of my morning, would've stayed forever but you never told me that this was it. That the hasty kiss I left on your lips or the way I quickly shoved my earphones in was the last time I was I would see you. You ripped myself away from me like the last words of a book torn away in pages. All these words I write, the little things, the bigger things and the 'wish I had done that' things, Everything translates to one. I love you. You don't

Mia's POV People have believed in the legend that wishing upon a shooting star makes the wish come true for a long time. I never believed in such myths, I never believed in any myths at all. I never even wished upon a shooting star, I just said a few words in my heart. I only said the wishing words in my heart, I never said it out loud and I never wished on a shooting star. How on earth can this be happening to me?

Hіѕ mouth and hіѕ hаndѕ аnd еvеrуthіng аbоut whаt hарреnеd mаkеѕ mе ѕtаmр mу foot wіth desire. I’m impatient to be tоuсhеd like that аgаіn. I wіѕh he wаѕ hеrе іn thіѕ shower wіth mе now. I wish I соuld replay thе nіght and dо thіngѕ dіffеrеntlу.

The words she wanted to say. “I love you, I'm so sorry, I wish things were different.” Images of her blurred into my reality and I had to pull over as I fell apart, here in the middle of nowhere away from everything and everyone I hit the steering wheel twice before I couldn’t contain the sorrow and heartache any longer and sobbed as I leaned into the wheel. She belonged home with us, I’d always known that in my soul, something pivotal had happened and I’d missed it. Whatever this was. I’d learn later just how right I had been about that thought, about her belonging.

And I couldn't wish for anything more than that. THE END.