The Words I Wished I Said Novels & Stories

"I long for the last words I didn't say, for the kiss I didn't know was gonna be our last and for the all that I could've asked for. I would've held your hand a little longer, would've kissed you one last time. Would've stayed when you asked for ten more minutes of my morning, would've stayed forever but you never told me that this was it. That the hasty kiss I left on your lips or the way I quickly shoved my earphones in was the last time I was I would see you. You ripped myself away from me like the last words of a book torn away in pages. All these words I write, the little things, the bigger things and the 'wish I had done that' things, Everything translates to one. I love you. You don't

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The words she wanted to say. “I love you, I'm so sorry, I wish things were different.” Images of her blurred into my reality and I had to pull over as I fell apart, here in the middle of nowhere away from everything and everyone I hit the steering wheel twice before I couldn’t contain the sorrow and heartache any longer and sobbed as I leaned into the wheel. She belonged home with us, I’d always known that in my soul, something pivotal had happened and I’d missed it. Whatever this was. I’d learn later just how right I had been about that thought, about her belonging.

This gave us immense peace. I placed my head on his shoulders while he smiled looking at me. "I wish, I could stop the time right here and right now," I spoke in a sad tone. "You have no idea how much I wish the same," he replied. "What a chaotic mess is this. Our lives," I uttered. "I wish I could deny that," he chuckled. "I wish," I gasped and went silent. We had so many 'I wish' but we could see none of them coming true. I had chosen my path and so did he.

"What did you ask for today?" I was silent for a moment when he asked me. "A-Ah, it can't be s-said! The wish won't come true if told to others." Even if the wish can be said, I will never tell him! Needless to say, Xander, I wished you would like me too...but I don't want to embarrass myself! Just this shooting star is my hope. When my wish comes true today, I will no longer think that my wishes came true by coincidence.

I had cried so much that evening and the woman had wrapped me in her arms, combing my hair with her fingers as she consoled me. "I wish you were my mother." I said between my sobs. Of course she gasped and had tried to say something but had thankfully decided to stay mute. Maybe she wished she was as well but the words had sprung forth from my mouth before I could even stop my self from saying them but I'd realized that it was something I desperately wished was true.

I leaned on it and sat on the floor with her words ringing in my ears. “I hate you so much that I wish you are dead”. I too wish the same Jiya. I too wish I was dead.

I exhaled and let a sigh escape my lips as my body settled down too. “Oh I wish we could just stay like this forever. I wish things weren’t so complicated,” I said with a smile curling up my lips. “Do you want to know what my mother says about wishful thinking?” I laughed, “of course. You know I want to.” “My bad. I forgot how curious you can be,” Melvin laughed too.

I straddled her and used all my power to move the gun further away, at the same time, trying to take it from her hand. "I wish I had never met you," I said while struggling. "I wish I had not gotten into your car a year ago. I wish I never followed you to that party. I wish I never trusted you!" "I wish I had ended you the day I had the chance to! I could have been happy with Lucas. I could have been the pregnant one!" She yelled back and hit me in the back with her knee.

I didn't want to give him more things to worry about. "Poor kid, I just wish he had told us, someone would have gone back with him", she said, worrying about him. I wanted to say 'me too' . I wish he had told me, but the last time I had seen him we had kissed, if he had told me how would we leave each other with a kiss or an awkward feeling between the two of us.