Novel & Cerita This Is Why We Can't

Because I don't just get it. Father why me?.

I answer honestly, sick of lying and knowing they won’t believe it anyway. “Then why can’t we be together?” Ryder demands. “Because it’s simply not possible.” I reply, gentle but firm. “I wish it was, but there are some things we can’t change, and this is one of them.” “I don’ understand.” Parker frowns.

“I wonder why.” “I don’t own a cellphone.” I shrugged and he laughed. “You must be joking.” He stopped laughing when he noticed I wasn’t laughing along with him. “I don’t.” “Lyra be serious, there’s no way in hell you don’t own a phone.” He stared at me like I had two heads or something. “I don’t own one, why’s that so hard to believe.” I shrugged. “Wow.” He took a sip of his coffee. “But why don’t you own one, they come in very handy you know.”

I told her and myself. I can’t.

Why? Just why?

He says. "Why? Admit it to me, what if I want you?" I asked, he was silent. I wanted to read what he was thinking but I couldn't. something is blocking. He took a deep breath. "We can't." He says. "Is it because of the state of my life?" I ask. He shook his head. "No Moon, I don't care about the state of your life, we just can't be for each other." He said. "If so, what's the reason you're preventing me from stop loving you?" I ask.

Why? That's the only question I have in my mind. Every single day. I want to know why. Why can't we just be together? He's risking everything while I don't want him to risk anything; but he's right, we can't always run. If we continue to run, we'll never make it. We'll just be running. Nonstop running. I don't want that.

“Thеrе has tо be mоrе we can dо.” “Wе can’t. We hаvе tо wаіt.” “I can’t bеlіеvе thіѕ. Wе саn’t lеаvе her here іf Neon dоеѕn’t еngаgе іn a transaction. Thаt’ѕ juѕt wеll іt’ѕ сrаzу. Is thеrе аnуthіng wе саn dо at аll?”

And we're not moving either. We're stuck. Alone.

Because now— it’s not just the system trying to pull us apart. It’s doubt. And that’s the one thing we might not be able to fight.