Novel & Cerita Unadulterated Loathing

My miscarriage had been brutal, my body hollowed, and the memory of that helplessness clung to me with every heartbeat. Even now, with Adrian’s protection, with the truth revealed, I could not shake the horror. True darkness had descended on me. I felt contaminated, unworthy of comfort, unworthy of love. My body, my mind, my very soul screamed that I was defiled. And Adrian… he was so meticulous, so careful about cleanliness, about germs. How could he ever accept me after the defilement of another man? How could he ever see me as I truly was, broken, bruised, and still trembling from the horror?

And if that is the case, then I must be the devil. But that doesn’t bother me. I don’t care about people’s opinions or the names they choose to call me. It does not matter how they see me, whether they fear me or despise me. Their judgment is irrelevant. The only thing that matters to me is Emma. She is the center of my world, the obsession that has taken hold of my mind and refuses to let go. My love for her is not gentle or sweet— it is consuming, overpowering, and relentless. It is not the kind of love that brings peace or joy. No, it is the kind of love that burns through reason, the kind that makes a man willing to do anything, no matter how cruel or unforgivable, to possess the one he

Hasters huffed, “Love? Love does not work in the business world. Love is for paupers. Adele will make a better wife and she would give a better coverage to the company’s name. Not that low-life that you plan on being with. Do you have any idea of Adele’s pregnancy?!” Gavin sighed, “Yes I know about it. I love Leila and nothing is going to stop me from marrying her. She is also pregnant with my child” His mother laughed bitterly, “She has to let go of the pregnancy. She is not welcome in this family! I have warned you already. As long as I am alive, I will make life miserable for her. It is either Adele or nobody” *************************************************** Meanwhile, in Adele Cooper’

His expression changed for a moment; again, the evidence of disgust was there, as if he felt repulsion toward her. "I'm making an effort for this marriage, Adeline. Don't ruin it." His words sounded like threats. "Is this your definition of making an effort by being unfaithful?" "Yes!" He exploded. "You don't know how hard it is to put up with you every day!" Please, just look at yourself in a mirror," he pointed at her disdainfully. "You don't even provoke a bad thought in me anymore. Your body, your face, you... you're unpleasant to look at."

Her heart stopped as she opened the new message from the unknown number,it was sent in codes ,this time not in words. Mira’s breath caught, her eyes darting to the window, where the street outside lay dark and still. The guy in the black hoodie was still out there, and Sofia’s apology suddenly felt like a trap

XD pointed out but Xander rolled his eyes and said, “That was so middle school. You haven’t been with any other girl since then, unless you are still nursing a broken heart.” “I am XD….I don’t do love. I have never and will never fall for any person.That is a promise.” XD said crossing his arms across his chest as Xander said, “You would be surprised, you will meet the love of your life sooner than you would even expect. And when that time comes you owe me a house and five cars.” “Deal.” XD said as Xander turned to grin at him.

And almost choked my fried on my throat. "Don't say such horrified words Laura! You almost stop my breathing!" I said to her while I gulped water from my glass. "I mean if your not lesbian. Then how come your not attracted to those guys? Aren't they yummy?" She said to me while pointing those guys "Did you eat them? Cause you said there yummy!" I said to her and she rolled her eyes on me. "Of course not! But just look at those piece of meat there! Goodness I can swallow them!" She giggled and I almost gagged just thinking about it.

My unwanted emotions filled me with great sorrow and shattered my heart and deprived me of my energy. After looking at his eyes today. I finally understood that unreadable expression of his. And I finally realized, It is neither love nor lust. It was nothing but an Obsession. And I am nothing but his ETERNAL OBSESSION.

I felt a surge of humiliation wash over me as his words pierced through the haze of pleasure, cutting through the fog of arousal with a sharpness that left me reeling. "Fucking bitch!" he sneered, the venom in his voice sending a shiver down my spine. "I remember you saying that - I need to put away my filthy hands from you… Now see, who is getting fucked by my di**," he spat out the words with a cruel satisfaction. His thrusts became faster, deeper, each one driving me further into the abyss of pleasure and shame. In that moment, I realized the depth of his betrayal, the extent of his cruelty.

I hadn’t realized how shameless he could be. "I don’t hate you. I feel disgusted by you and nothing else," I replied with a cold stare. Yes, I admit that initially, I despised him. I loathed his betrayal and the disregard for our years together. Worse, he chose to be with someone whom I regarded as a best friend. But that anger has since waned. Now devoid of love for him, even hatred felt like too much effort. With the absence of love, there can be no hate. I couldn’t even muster the energy to hate him.