What Should I Do With My Life Novels & Stories

Few months from now and I'll be out of here and back to arranging my life. I'd rather not waste it on something I know won't work... And that's what has been going through my mind all day as I laid on my bed. Martins was right, I seriously need to get a life. I real life... Maybe I would... Maybe I would get a life.. Maybe I would fall in love someday... And probably get married... and have my children... and I'll take them as far away from Mafian hood as possible... Make sure they get a happy life.. A normal life... But for now, I need to finish with Mario.

"I was going to say 'and everything else,' but I don't know what the everything else is. I think I've just been filling time." "So stop filling time. Start using it." "It's not that simple." "Why not?" He leaned back as the waitress brought our food. "You're twenty-nine, single as of yesterday, no kids, no mortgage. You could literally do anything. Go anywhere. Be anyone." The omelet was perfect—fluffy and filled with vegetables and cheese. I took a bite, considering his words. "What would you do?" I asked. "If you could do anything?" "I'd travel. Six months in Europe, six months in Asia. I'd eat everything, see everything, have adventures." His smile was wistful. "I'd stop planning my life

Leo looked at me, 'you want to participate. I nodded, "I do. I think...it'll be a good idea. I have no idea what I want to do with myself, from now on. I need to find work, I need to find a new place, I just... there's so much that needs to be done. I'm kind of overwhelmed." He made a face, 'you should just live here.' 1

Well, it is time to do something about it. I am now going to jump into whatever I want head first, then think about it later. I want to live my life.

How to gather the remaining pieces of my life and get it working like never before. I feel like I've wasted my time chasing over things that didn't actually matter. Over Zade, who clearly doesn't feel any shit for me. He's moved on and of course I should do the same. I should focus more on my modelling career and strike back. But where the hell do I start from? Those fucking agencies wouldn't take me back. My manager too. He isn't even trying to help me.

, Sebastian said. I sighed and rubbed my temples. "I'm tired, I don't know if I should just give up on all of this and just go back to my life or I should get involved, I don't know what to do honestly ". "I can't advice you on what to do with your life because I mean it's your decision in the end of the day right? just follow your heart, do whatever you think is right, what you feel you should do". "Right now, I just want to fall asleep in your arms", I mumbled.

, Sebastian said. I sighed and rubbed my temples. "I'm tired, I don't know if I should just give up on all of this and just go back to my life or I should get involved, I don't know what to do honestly ". "I can't advice you on what to do with your life because I mean it's your decision in the end of the day right? just follow your heart, do whatever you think is right, what you feel you should do". "Right now, I just want to fall asleep in your arms", I mumbled.

It was so unfair how everything in my life had never had any direction, and now this was just going overboard. What do I do to make things better for this relationship? Should I even try at all?

There were no classes in the afternoon anyway. Don't let the expectations and opinions of other people affect your decisions. It's your life, not theirs. Do what matters most to you; do what makes you feel alive and happy. Don't let the expectations and ideas of others limit who you are. If you let others tell you who you are, you are living their reality — not yours. There is more to life than pleasing people. There is much more to life than following others' prescribed path. There is so much more to life than what you experience right now. You need to decide who you are for yourself. Become a whole being. Adventure. .... .... ....

“I don’t know. I haven’t thought about it.” “You haven’t?” he asked, his eyes widening at me. I shook my head, feeling a little embarrassed. “No. I’ve been so focused on surviving… I didn’t think past that. And I didn't think it was really necessary for that part so early.” He was quiet for a moment. Then he said, “If you could do anything, no limits, what would it be?” I sighed. “Maybe… maybe help people. I don’t know how yet, but something that matters.”