Novel & Cerita When Life Sucks

Ji Soon wishes her to live a normal life like others. After Ji Soon said Bo Ra started to worry that she was not leading her life calmly like others. Dong Jun said, “Don’t be worry about what Ji Soon said earlier. Your life is normal like us.” But she started to think what other people do in her age. She thinks others would go for a job or studying in colleges. They go on dates with their boyfriend. They hang out with their friends. They lead their life happily without worries. Their worry is about why I missed the bus, why my boyfriend didn’t pick me up, why am I getting pimple, why my teachers giving me a lot of home works.

“Kill me. I've lived a life of misery, known nothing but pain since the day I was born.” She paused, sighing heavily. “I don’t know what you have in store to make my life miserable, but I doubt it could be worse than what I’ve endured within these walls. Look at me... just look at me. Do I look like someone who’s ever tasted the sweetness of life?”

It was then that I found myself staring blankly into my mirror, sitting half limp in my chair as the dread of being…lost suddenly took over. With such conflicted feelings plaguing me, I couldn’t help the harsh chuckle that escaped my lips. Staring at the mirror, I simply looked at my reflection and sighed. “Life sucks, doesn’t it?” I mumbled to myself. “Surely…things can’t be that bad.”

~*JUNE*~ Well... this is a fucking disaster. My life has gone from messy to completely, unbelievably fucked. At this point, the universe seriously needs to cut me a goddamn break. For crying out loud, I’m just a twenty-three-year-old girl trying to survive in this shitty world. Nothing more. Nothing less. Just when I thought my life couldn’t get any worse than it already is, the universe, in its infinite wisdom, keeps proving me wrong.

◦◦ Sawyer ◦◦ The next morning My entire life seems to be an ongoing series of bad decisions, written by some sadistic design; One epic fuck up after the next without any planned season finales. It’s remarkable really...because unlike most naturally unfortunate people who have every right to bitch and moan over their situations, I don’t have an excuse for the trouble I find myself in.

Saturday Morning (Susan’s POV) Waking up to another day—another whole new day—felt strange after the last two years. I had once been in a relationship I imagined would last forever. And today? I was heartbroken, my head pounding, my eyes red from drowning my sorrows in tears mixed with vodka. Life sucks, but men suck more. Scumbags full of lies and empty promises. Two goddamn years? I cried as I reached for more tissues on top of the drawer at the right corner of my bed, blew my nose, and tossed the tissue on the floor where the others had been heaped from last night.

"What did he like about you, Sheena? You're a filthy woman! Hahaha! Yuck. I'm better than you, bitch." "You're a bitch! Three men drooled over you! You're a disgusting bitch!" Shanna, you're nothing. You're alone without your parents. You put me in this situation. You made my life miserable. It's entirely your fault. I remember you posting a video of me being exploited by three men on a website. If there's anything more disgusting than me, it's you. Shanna, don't put all your dirt on me. "Come on, Sheena! Don't make me wait! Damn you!"

"- Listen to me carefully... There is nothing wrong with you, at least for me, I don't know about you, but believe me, even if I wanted to know, but about your life, I will not force you into anything, just as you did not ask me about mine, and I can assure you, that we have similar lives. - She wanted so badly to make me understand otherwise, she was willing to tell me that her life literally sucked like mine, did she really not care about that? I couldn't imagine what it would have been like for her, maybe I was wrong, maybe I shouldn't have been that scared."

Wu asked again and this time it was Aal that broke into tears. “I’m sick” She said, a crack in her voice. “I’m really sick, Wu and i don’t know if my new pills are going to work on me but it just feels so suffocating. So tiring and reminding that i might have lived past my lifetime or it was almost over” “Don’t say that” Wu said.

“Man, you gotta calm down alright? We got no other choice” “What do you mean?” “We gotta attend the party, you know that, don't you?” “Oh, give me a fucking break! We just arrived! Nothing is going as planned! Fuck it!” “Well life doesn't always go as planned you know” “What is that supposed to mean?” “I mean look at me Axell. I was going to be a great novelist and find someone to spend the rest of my life with. And now I'm just a lonely guy with outstanding hair, who is telling you what to do. Telling you to attend a deadly party. So, you see? Life can be very cruel at times”