Why Do I Suck Novels & Stories

I'm not even hard. "Fuck!!" I screamed in total frustration on my pillow. This is fucking bullshit. "Fuck fuck fuck" I'm greatly struggling. I practically feel like a cripple incapable of doing simple shit like jacking off. Jacking off is like the simplest thing to do when you have nothing to do. I needed to do something to deplete my escalating frustration and I'm already bursting as fuck. There's like a bad episode of thunder and lightning inside of me.

I feel completely exposed, like I'm naked and everyone's eyes are on me, judging all my imperfections. But I know I can't hide. I have to face this school, these people, these crowded hallways. Just like all the others. So I duck back in a corner, breathing in through my nose then slowly exhaling through my mouth. I do it two more times, telling myself to suck it up because sucking it up is what I do on a daily basis.

he slams the last time before cuming inside me. Fuckkk this men is the reason behind my mental illness one day…..

He pays me a lot for my blood, too, that’s why I have an insane amount of guilt weighing on me, together with all the worries. Can a vampire get sick if he doesn’t get enough blood? Deciding that I need to consult the forum again, I look at him one last time before going into the kitchen. More than starting to glitter, I am scared of his skin going up in flames. Massaging my chest over my racing heart, I start the coffee machine. My phone flashes up, and I check the message appearing on my screen. ‘You are stupid. Giving him your number.’ Huffing out a long breath, I empty my lungs completely before I close my eyes and inhale slowly again.

Fuck me. *****************************************

Just threw the worst accusation on him. Why do I have to be so shallow? Why can't I think with my brain. Why I am do impulsive? I am such a cold mess. I hurt people, I don't deserve any of them, I don't deserve him, I don't deserve to exist. *** Hey belly belles!! I know you all must be facing some confusion but I am here to clear it all.

Another hour goes by, and we still haven't said anything to each other. "Selah, thanks for the sandwich," I say. I fidget on my bed and play with my hair. I tuck my legs in toward my stomach and hold them there. I lower my head and start crying. The tears fall in all directions. "What's wrong with me?" I ask. "Nothing is wrong with you. It's okay to get help if you need it. It's like me and math. I suck at it. But I still go to tutoring to try to get the hang of it," Selah says.

" WHYYY? WHAT DID I'VE DONE WRONG!! *Sniffed* WHY DOES THIS ALWAYS HAPPENED TO ME? WHY I'M SO FRAGILE? WHY I'M ALWAYS FOOLED BY SOMEONE? WHYYYYYY? " I cried, literally in pain. " Why does nobody loves me? " " I do love you! "

HOW COME YOU ARE SO DUMB? Will_the_devil REASON NUMBER 1: I WAS BROUGHT UP IN A PALACE. REASON NUMBER 2: I NEVER CAME IN CONACT WITH ANY OTHER KID FROM OUTSIDE OF THE PALACE. REASON NUMBER 3: I NEVER HAD FRIENDS AND NEVER FELT THE NEED TO LEARN THIS GEN Z VOCABULARY. I_pooped :000 THAT'S KINDA SAD, YOU KNOW. Will_the_devil ... I_pooped

Why do I always make a fool of myself? Oh me!! Screw me!!