Novel & Cerita Which Would Be Worse: To Live As A Monster

But she still felt nothing, she still enjoyed seeing that man die, and she wanted to do it again. “Oh, God! I am a monster.” She said covering her face with her hands sighing. “The kids are yours alone now Liam, make them forget about me and live their lives. Their mother is dead now just like Mia is, but my death is the worst kind because I still have to live in this world enjoying the things I never thought I would and living a life I never thought I would live.”

It changes everything they know in the course of one night. What worries me is if I’m ruining their lives. I have no control over who I bite and why. The Ultima in me doesn’t care. It’s driven by the desire to grow its own members and I don’t have the slightest idea why. Did they have a family they now are putting in danger? Are they a good person? Or were they a terrible human who did awful things and now I’ve created a terrible monster to wreak more havoc against innocents?

I needed to feed my monsters or there would be consequences. “Hi, handsome. Would you like some company?” I turned and saw an attractive blonde standing next to me. Perfect. I thought to myself. She wasn’t my usual but she would do. So I started my game again. Within thirty minutes she was walking out the door with me. We walked over to my car and I held the door as she climbed in. I smiled to myself as I climbed into the car and drove her to her death. This wasn’t how I wanted the night to end at least not with this woman but it would hold off my demons for now.

Maeje said while she tried to poke sticks on the ground. "Harsh but real." Alex said. Everyone looked at him. He then smiled. "Monsters exist in every world, or the two worlds that we've been part of at least. They just don't possess something like fangs and furs and gigantic bodies, but they're still monsters – humans." Everyone continued to listen. "Different types of crimes are happening, may it be murder, corruption and even harassment. These are committed by monsters." Alex added. "You're right, how can these people commit such crimes? If we have just lived with kindness in our hearts. The past world that we have lived in must have been wonderful." Gloyd also said.

Permanently. It wasn’t that I sympathized with the Anomalies, or that I pitied them. I know how terrible they are, that they are real monsters capable only of destruction and chaos. And yet, they were alive. Killing something alive is still killing. Be it a person or an animal or an Anomaly: if it’s alive, and it dies by your hand, you have killed it. It was a familiar feeling.

"Sorry for me? Do not dare offer me your pity. Pity is a poison, and I have never touched it. Those memories were the forge that hammered me into who I am today. Strong. Unbreakable. Whatever you see in there, it is not a reason for empathy. It is the reason I survived. Stay out of my head." Lior rose to his feet, his own strength flaring in response to Aziel’s aggression. "They didn't just make you strong, Aziel. They made you a monster. I saw her—the girl, the first false mate. She was nothing but a casualty of your paranoia. She begged you, she held onto your cloak, and you didn't even blink before you ended her. How could you justify that?"

“The minute you accept his apology and take his apologies, he will kill you all with his hands. He might not kill you like the normal way. He could put his large hands around your neck and squeeze until your head pops like jelly.” They shuddered at this. The more horrors that filled their heads, the better they avoided the man since they would keep seeing him as a monster. “He’s a monster,” muttered Luca who was already terrified. “He’s worse than a monster, Luca,” I said. “He’s the devil. Avoid him and you will live.” They promised me that they would not let him ruin their lives and I was happy after hearing this. I stood up to get back to my room with a smile as I bumped into Zendaya.

They were happy to die if it meant taking one of us down with them. “You didn’t want me to do anything.” I mutter as her face screws up in pain. “You don’t want me to take over the humans.” “I…. We haven’t done anything wrong.” “In their eyes, we are monsters. That won’t ever change.” She rises to her feet, crossing her arms as she sighs. “But we are monsters. Finn said it himself. We are people who can change into something else. We are a threat to them aren't we?”

He laughed dryly, “I know I’m a monster. But do you think of me as the worst monster to ever exist?” For a fleeting moment, I thought I saw pain in his eyes. No, of course not. There were other monsters worse than he could ever be. Take a look and Piper and Cassius for example, they didn't need to have scales, or green skin on ragged, sharp teeth before being labelled as a monster. “No.” I reply without fear, knowing the shadows would protect me, “I believe there are others worse than you. I mean, I have seen them even…dined with them.”

ODETTE Monster. That was the new word echoing from every corner of the hall. It was true. I was a monster. I was a monster just like them, but I was even worse. Far worse, because while they were doing everything they could to protect their packs, I just watched mine burn to the ground without even lifting a finger. I led my pack to its destruction, and I knew that if I stayed here long enough, I’d do the same thing. Everyone would die because of me.